Tuesday, August 31, 2004

hey hey!!!! back to blog again... for these few days nth much lah... got to do stupid guard duty on sunday.... so damn tired.... 24hour guard duty..... all the way till monday 8a.m. but still ok lah..... quite tiring lor.... then tml still got guard duty again... but onli 12 hours lah... so still ok....
well.... juz now see my gf blog.... it's really fuck up man... ok ok..... to her.... everything tt's happening is my fault.... ok lor.... fine lor... i'm too fucking tired to explain and tok abt it anymore..... she say i give excuse say she go ite liao change in attitude is true lor.... since i noe her till recently she seldom say vulgar word wan lor... bt now lehz??? ok lah... nobody will admit the change in him or herself wan lah... so....... 4get it lor..... and her tt cousin hor..... chao chee bye.... u fucking watch out..... better dun let mi see u outside.... once i see u.... 2 tight slap is bound to land on ur fucking chee bye face wan.... knn.... go ahead and say somemore lah.... say say say... ccb..... ur face fucking buay gan... kanna lan lehz.the guy fucking woo u muz be damn blind man! BLIND U HEAR MI?!?!?!?! chao chee bye..... if u go with him u fucking getting rape and i gonna fucking laugh at u man! LAUGH MAN~~!~!~!~!~! u fucking bitch~!~!~!

kazer performs the ritual on 10:41 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

yoz yoz guys!!!! i'm back!!! lolx... well... actually this week i've juz started to stay in le... stay in camp lah.... well... the bunk is kinda fuck up... all 8 ppl squeeze in a small bunk..... stuffy too... but at least the 2 fan up there can do something lah... lolx.... 1st nite down there i kinda attack by mosquitoes sia..... maybe it's a kind of welcome to mi?? lolx.... :P but my bunk ppl all quite ok lah.... tok cock alot.... and my bunk got tv and PS (playstation) somemore... but i nv touch lah... cos they onli play soccer onli which i'm not interested at all wan lah.... then today is our nites out day... meaning we can stay overnite at home... but tml muz be in camp by 7:15 lah...... overall this week quite ok la...... next mth on i got quite some duties to do le..... even got some weekend cannot come out.... cos got stupid guard duties...... well~~~ watever..... this kind if thing cannot avoid wan lah... so... juz take it ba.... :) hehe.... k lah... blog till here.... my next book out then i blog again ba...... Cya ^-^V

kazer performs the ritual on 12:02 AM

Friday, August 20, 2004

haiz.... 3rd time writing the same thing liaoz... stupid blog keep lagging then all my things gone...... fuck up them blogspot!!! wake up ur idea lah.!!!!! bloody hell~!~!~!~! lolx
well..... my week stay in my new camp is total fuck up.... for the whole week we do nth but slak and sleep onli... but at least i learn abit abt the signal set lah... so still ok ba... but overall still fuck up!!!! haha...today i juz got posted to my company... i am in the Radar Battery (Battery is the same meaning as Company) our battery uses the latest singal set in the camp wan.. lolx so honour!!!! hehe....
well...... to my gf..... i muz admit tt we've drift apart le....but trust mi.... i'm regaining my trust in u le.... as long as our feeling for each other is still there... i'm sure things will turn to a better side wan....i noe i've been bz with my army stuff... once my bz period is over we could spend more time together le... although it wont be as much as b4 lah... but at least something rite??? hehe.... so u dun tink too much ok?? Miss ya and Love ya!!! ^-^V

kazer performs the ritual on 7:50 PM

damn it... stupid blogspot.... i type the same post 2nd time liaoz. juz now load half way it lag and everything gone.... fuck u man blogspot....
ok back to my blog.... well... for my past 1 week in my new camp... Khatib camp also noe as Singapore Artillery Camp.... for this whole week... i juz go there in the morning reposrt... book in.. then sit down there and wait for instruction onli.... so damn sian... and the time i hate the most is our meal time.... cos they nv intend our meal for us... say muz wait until we come back form course then will intend for us... WTF man.... 1 mth get $350 onli.... pay for transport already so jialat liaoz.... now even food also have to pay our own.... WTH MAN~!~! kaoz... they say mostly our course will start this coming Mon at CCK camp.... it's a 6week course... SiaNz...
Well... today i got meet my gf... we went for dinner... then go up her house for awhile... so long nv go up le... hehe.... well....
To My DaRliNg:
i noe tt it's true tt we've kinda drift apart from each other le.... but trust mi... i'm regaining my trust in u le.... give mi some time ok?? i noe tt i'm bz with my army now.. and i dun have much time to spent with u like last time.... but i'm sure if our feeling for each other is still there.... things can be improve wan rite?? so i hope u dun tink so much and always be so sad le ok?? after my this bz period is over... i'm sure things can turn to a better side wan... pls wait for mi ok?? MiSs Ya AnD LoVe Ya! ^-^V

kazer performs the ritual on 1:34 AM

Monday, August 16, 2004

today damn fed up sia...... 1st day report to my unit.... go there from 8a.m sit down and wait and wait until 10+ then some1 pick us up to go to our unit.... then nvm... give us form to write... then after we've hand in the form we are asked to sit and wait again..... then wait until 11+ we go for lunch..... after lunch they tell us to report to the office... then we are told to go to another room and WAIT!...... so we wait and wait until 1:30 two CPL bring us to see the equippment..... after tt we WAIT!!!!!! again..... wait until 4:30 then the CPL tell us say... later 5:30 last parade laio we can go back..... then the thought in mi is... WTF?!?!?!?! we didnt even take photo for our security pass somemore.... then the chief clerk say nvm... we use temp card 1st.. tml then make the card.... damn stupid rite??? i heard tt tml we got to do a 5km run... -.-" then after tt we gonna stay there and rot for 1 whole day again.... WAH LAN!!!!! FUCK UP LEHZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

kazer performs the ritual on 11:47 PM

HiHi guys..... i'm back to blog again..... well.... time flies.... so fast my 1 week blog leave ends le.... tml err.... or i should say today... LOLX i'm goin to report to my unit le.... it's at Yishun sia.... Khatib Camp..... heard from my fren tt my vocation is gonna be a signaller.. dunno how it's gonna be like lah... tough or slack also muz take it lah... cos no choice mah... lolx :P well.... this week nth much happen lor... i spend almost everyday in the arcade... wasting money and hoping tt time will pass by faster... well.. seem like it does... cos i'm goin to lose my freedom again.... lolx... well.... tonite i juz went to see fireworks with my gf... ehh.... i tink things is back to normal between us le ba... hope this can last... hehe.... it's quite nice lah.... heard from my gf say it's fireworks from HK.... really very nice.... all got pattern wan.... got come out in orchid pattern wan... then i tot well... not bad.... then come out even more powerful wan.... got SMILEY face wan.... wah... then the 1st thought tt come to my mind is... these HK ppl really trying to be funny sia.... si mi wako also have... lolx.... after watching the fireworks we go suntec walk walk... walk horse see flower.... after tt we go to the esplanade there the carnival there see see walk walk touch touch... lolx... then finally back home now... later sian liao lah.. gonna pack my bag... prepare uniform.... haiz.... back to army life again..... -.-ZZZzzz... wish mi good luck... ^-^V

kazer performs the ritual on 12:06 AM

Friday, August 13, 2004

back to blog again...... well these few days are still as fuck up as ever........... i spend alot of my time in arcade juz to pass my time quickly........... kinda cant wait to get into my unit now.... so damn fuck up in the outside world now......... sian sian sianz............. got dun even noe i in wat status now.... got stead or no stead..... ahhh fuck lah.... maybe i'm really born to be solo wan ba.......... still prefer to do things on my own... no ppl to care so much... nag so much at mi.......... now i waiting for her answer onli lor.... if she wan to end.... then so be it..... if she wanna continue she better make sure she will not hurt mi again lor.......... frankly........ LOVE SUX lor..... y muz god create this stupid thing called LOVE??? even thou it gives us happiness... but dun he noe tt it does more unhappiness than happiness??? haiz~~~ dunno lah.......... give up in this stupid thing called love liao lah.... if she decide to leave i tink i'll juz go back to my old single life as i used to be ba.... haiz.......... let's wait and see ba... still army life suits mi more.............. haiz~~~~~~~

kazer performs the ritual on 12:19 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

hihi.... i'm back to blog again le....erm......... this week is kinda fuck up for mi lor.... 1st on sunday i lost my hp on the bus... the stupid phone slip out of my pocket and i didn't knoe abt it!!!! sad sia..... then nvm.... this week i'm so bz with my fou tang things lor.... then my gf say i wat..... hack care her..... nv even give her a call.... well.... wat can i say??? she dun understand lor.... and lots and lots of things happen lor..... so now i also dunno i in wat status lor... say attached like not attached... say single also not single.... actually lah.... i feel tt when she's not happy been with mi lor.... and she'd hurt mi far too much le lor.... haiz... i dunno wat to do.......... well.......... maybe she can find a better man outside than mi ba..... i muz admit i'm not a gd bf lah..... well... if she can find her happiness outside.... i'll feel happy for her lor... i dun wanna pull her down and be with mi when she cant be happy lor.... haiz...... tot i felt really very sad and heart broken lah... but this kind of things comes to this stage liaoz..... wat can i do ne??? wat's bound to happen will sure happen wan lor... not matter wat's the outcome... i still do hope we can remain as gd frens even we cant work out as bf and gf ba.......... haiz.... now all i can do is juz await for her decision onli lor..... see how ba............... haiz~~~~~~~~~ LiFe SuX!!!!

kazer performs the ritual on 9:30 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!!!!
HIHI GUYS!!!!! wah.... i so long nv blog le arh?? lolx bo bian mah quite bz recently..... well...... my passing out parade went very smoothly last thursday.... everything went fine..... no rain but hot sun... even thou it's hot our spirit still can maintain high too... lolx....well... during the rehearsal i didnt feel anything much lah. but on the actual day i almost cry sia.... when we sing The Infantry Song. then i start to see the ppl arnd mi.... it was like yesterday we were enlisted and dunno anybody. then we go thru all those shit together in the camp. we get pump we get scolding get tekan have fun and joy together.... but now after this very parade we'll all be seprated to diff camp, postion and duty le.... frankly speaking i dun like my company lah... but even thou how much u dun like it. u've been in it for the past 3 1/2 mths together sure got abit of feeling wan mah... rite? no matter how sad.... this day is bound to come for us to all go our own seprate way.... after the parade we took alot of photo together with our sgt and sirs and of cos among ourselves lah... lolx... then on friday nite i went back to my camp again... becos i've missed 1 of the major training..... so i went back on friday nite and the training will start on sat.... we had to do alot of crawling for tt training..... crawl until both and elbow and knee all blue-black and bleed abit sia... cos the sand and stone went into my sleeves but bo bian lah... still gonna crawl mah.... after tt training we all went home le.....
then today still dunno will do wat yet lah..... haiz... my gf complaining say we're like drifting apart le..... no doubtly i'll say... ya i feel the same too..... something somehow seem to had change.... i dunno wat's wrong lah... haiz.... maybe i'm too bz le since i went into the army.... wat should i do ne?? anybody got advice for mi??? AND YA!!!!! i lost my damn nokia 3108 yesterday.... god damn it...... tt fellow pick up my phone dun wanna answer my call..... nvm lor..... he wan to take let him take lor.... take for all his wan... i wont curse and swear him wan lor.... becos................ wat goes arnd comes arnd...... so my advice to tt guy is..... becareful.............. u'll nv noe wat's gonna happen to u for taking my phone..... maybe for tt cheap phone u'll taken and choose not to return... u'll in turn lose something bigger.... who noes rite??? lolx anyway.... gd luck to him lah.... anything happen to him is none of my business liaoz.... lolx :P

kazer performs the ritual on 7:44 AM