back to blog again...... well these few days are still as fuck up as ever........... i spend alot of my time in arcade juz to pass my time quickly........... kinda cant wait to get into my unit now.... so damn fuck up in the outside world now......... sian sian sianz............. got dun even noe i in wat status now.... got stead or no stead..... ahhh fuck lah.... maybe i'm really born to be solo wan ba.......... still prefer to do things on my own... no ppl to care so much... nag so much at mi.......... now i waiting for her answer onli lor.... if she wan to end.... then so be it..... if she wanna continue she better make sure she will not hurt mi again lor.......... frankly........ LOVE SUX lor..... y muz god create this stupid thing called LOVE??? even thou it gives us happiness... but dun he noe tt it does more unhappiness than happiness??? haiz~~~ dunno lah.......... give up in this stupid thing called love liao lah.... if she decide to leave i tink i'll juz go back to my old single life as i used to be ba.... haiz.......... let's wait and see ba... still army life suits mi more.............. haiz~~~~~~~

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