hihi.... i'm back to blog again le....erm......... this week is kinda fuck up for mi lor.... 1st on sunday i lost my hp on the bus... the stupid phone slip out of my pocket and i didn't knoe abt it!!!! sad sia..... then nvm.... this week i'm so bz with my fou tang things lor.... then my gf say i wat..... hack care her..... nv even give her a call.... well.... wat can i say??? she dun understand lor.... and lots and lots of things happen lor..... so now i also dunno i in wat status lor... say attached like not attached... say single also not single.... actually lah.... i feel tt when she's not happy been with mi lor.... and she'd hurt mi far too much le lor.... haiz... i dunno wat to do.......... well.......... maybe she can find a better man outside than mi ba..... i muz admit i'm not a gd bf lah..... well... if she can find her happiness outside.... i'll feel happy for her lor... i dun wanna pull her down and be with mi when she cant be happy lor.... haiz...... tot i felt really very sad and heart broken lah... but this kind of things comes to this stage liaoz..... wat can i do ne??? wat's bound to happen will sure happen wan lor... not matter wat's the outcome... i still do hope we can remain as gd frens even we cant work out as bf and gf ba.......... haiz.... now all i can do is juz await for her decision onli lor..... see how ba............... haiz~~~~~~~~~ LiFe SuX!!!!

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