hmmmm is this Christmas??? well...... i dun feel any christmas in the air at all....... hmmmmmm not at all really...... well.... for mi maybe no... but may not be the same for others.... so anyway.... i'll let u wish those who feel the christmas in the air.....
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! for those who dun... well.... u're not lonely.... this is the 1st time x'mas i didnt went down to orchard to even take a look..... every yr i'l at least go there to take a look... see the lighting.... see the deco... but not for this yr...... if u say mi y? i'll tell u say i dunno.....
maybe christmas is no longer something for mi ba.... i see frens crazy over it... bz spending money doing their christmas shopping.. for mi i nv do tt...... nv at all.... wat's christmas to mi?? well... juz another ordinary day ba... the day where alot of ppl can have a break fom their daily bz work.... tt's all.... it mean nth to mi at all... i dun like x'mas.... and i dun tink i'll ever like it too...
anyway... today juz received a x'mas card from her..... thankz alot! it's a nice card ^^ and pls get my address rite... since when i shift to ave 4?? haha..... anyway it's the thought tt counts lah.... thankz alot anyway... feel so paiseh... i didnt prepare anything.... sorry huh... i owe u 1.... ^^ k lah... kinda tired now... juz now go to my aunt house... today is her fou tang 1 yr anniversary..... b4 we went to her house.... mi my bro sis and her bf we went to suntec... wanted to collect her bf hp... when we reach there... the stupid shop close liaoz... haha how sad.... then we rush down all the way to hougang for the anniversary things... over there eat quite some food lah.. cos i was so hungry!!! haha....
but feeling damn sleepy.... cos last nite i had guard duty... then lack of sleep... tink i need to K.O soon..... anyway.... it's a very ordinary and boring day for mi lah... maybe 1 day x'mas will be meaningful to mi?? haha i nv noe.... k lah.. blog till here.... cya again..... merry christmas!! HOHOHOHO.... -.-V *Knock Out And Dead Sleeping -.-ZZZzzz...*
hmmmm quite some time nv blog le.... well... recently also nth much lah.... life still goes on..... well... got to get back to my old life again..... haha..... anyway.. i've tried to put everything behind my head le.... not say i can really 100% do it lah.. but no matter wat.. i still have ti try wat... i cannot live in my memories anyway... and wat's more.... things are really impossible le lor... since she cannot accept my religion... then i'm really sorry..... u should noe my religion is very impt to mi... i grow up from here and i've decided to walk the rest of my life with mi... i'm really sorry.....
anyway.. this weekend quite bz sia.... sat slept the whole day cos the nite b4 i didnt sleep at all..... haha.. then on sun which is yesterday.... i help my uncle fix his com... end up spend the whole day fixing 1 stupid com sia.... haiz... then i was so tired.. so i choose to take leave today... LOLX.... tml morning then book in.... then this week quite bz laio sia... tuesday morning i got range... at nite come back sleep... then wed to thur i got overnite training.... so tt 2 days is gone le... after tt on thurs nite i still got guard duty sia... i was feeling like... WTH..... sure tired to death laioz lor.... haiz... then 24th my mei wanna ask mi go Orchard walk walk... she say i die die muz go... haha maybe she scare i now alone le will be very bored ba... haha my sis so cute hor... lolx so mostly i'll juz go ba... haha.. then later gonna go westmall with my sis to buy her necklances.. with her bf but she still wan mi go... haha... myabe juz follow her to westmall after tt i'll leave her to her bf lah.. dun wanna be "light bulb" haha... k lah blog till here... later if free maybe i'll blog again.... haha... -.-V
SiGhZ...... my 1st time starting of the blog start with sighz huh...... well...... things tt i dun wan to happen.... or even dun even expect to happen wan has already happen..... 3yr 2mth++ has come to an end.... wat to do?? she can't accept my religion into her life..... i grow up in this environment.... with ppl inside here since i was small... and i have to decide between her or my religion..... i love her very much.... but i cant leave my religion becos of her... becos it like my family.... i cant leave my family am i rite?? so i let her made her own decision..... but still she cant..... maybe tt's the way fate wan us to be ba....
haiz..... everything juz flashes pass my mind..... from the time i dunno her... which i saw her in the irc when she was onli 15 till yest.... who is still my gf.... at 1st i tot "yea... she can accept my religion... she's willing to come and pray... mum is happy with her... everything is fine..." but gd things nv last..... when she began to tell mi she doesnt wanna come... i ask her y.. she say tired of not feeling well... fine.... but not long... she juz say she dun wanna come... my mum gets kinda upset y she didnt appear.. i tried to cover up for her... but i fsiled... mum kinda noe she doesnt wan to come.. i ask her y.... y in the past she willing to come but now like this.... she juz answer mi... last time also dun like to come wan... but juz come for the sake of coming.... upon hearing this.... i almost went crazy.... i was all WRONG!! ALL WRONG!! things aren't goin fine at all....... she didnt even accept my religion into her life at all.... it all went wrong... terribly WRONG!! i dun wan things to get worse... if i make her come.... my mum will be happy... but not her.... if i let her have her way of not coming... mum will be upset... either situation i'm still the wan suffering... BUT Y?!?!?! does it have to go this way?? so now i have no choice... i let her decide.... but still she say she cant accept it.... and i'm left with no choice... we had to part... we had to go our own way from now on...
well.. she may not be mine now.... and i dont have to be sad.... i should be happy for her... i'm not a gd bf either... and wat's more i'm onli her 1st.... who noes?? maybe in times to come.. she'll find another guy who's sooooo much more better than mi?? who can take care of her much more better than mi... so i shall not be sad... i have to give her my best wishes... hoping some1 who is truely for her will appear.... and last but not least.... thankz for being my gf for the past 3yrs 2mth+ times... thanks for tolerating all my ribbish.... may u had a better and merrier life ahead of u..... *best wishes*
well..... today is juz another boring day for mi.... inside office nth to do..... air con also spoilt..... so i juz kinda sit inside and keep chatting with my frens till 6p.m then go off......
actually wanted to meet my gf after her work wan.... so i was thinking dun go home 1st... so i met Chee Ren and Yiyun and their frens lah... then we go arcade..... had a game.... accompany them eat dinner... after the game we took bus to the swimming pool there and alight lah.... then we walk back from there... along the way... mi and Chee Ren keep suaning tt Yiyun... LOLX..... then i receive my gf sms.... she tell mi say.... she goin to send her cousin off...... at the air port......... i was like.... WTF!!! didnt even tell mi earlier lor.... then i like idiot.... dinner also nv eat... juz wan to meet her... then she last min tell mi say she goin to airport to send her cousin off.... so i give her a call lah.....
when i called her.. she's still at kumon... then she say she'll let mi noe later.... ok nvm... i waited............... from 9 i waited and waited till 9:40 she sms mi............... when i open the msg......... she juz say she's now on the way to airport alreadY!!! very gd........... well done............. it's fine with mi............. go ahead lah........... u can happily like this do this kind of things to mi............... last min tell mi........... and i wait like an idiot........juz to see a sms tt say u're on the way laio............ in future i think i alo can do something like this lah... since u started it this way..... DUN BLAME MI!!!!!
hey hey~! juz came back home not long.... had a erm... not long or short day..... lolx.... well... this morning i 8+ wake up le... wake up so early to go out for breakfast with my parents... we went all the way down to Sin Ming Road to eat... but when we reach there......... KNS!!!! the store nv open........ lolx... then nvm.... my dad go and collect his company ambulance from the garage.... then we took his ambulance back to batok... we went to somewhere near gombak there for breakfast instead... lolx... then when we're abt to go back... Chee Ren called mi.... so i ask him to wait at my house downstairs..... then we went to JP.....
At JP there we played a new game called the.... GHOST-Squad... lolx...... he very basket wan lehz... tempt mi to play..... lolx... quite a nice game... got memory card wan... can get rank up all this... LOLX... i today juz start onli... after finish playing at JP my rank is onli PFC (Private First Class) onli.... wth...... then after the game we go home laioz.... reach home help my mum mop the floor then kinda leg itchy.... so i go bug Chee Ren to go cycling haha..... tt poor fellow... then after cycle awhile... my hand itch again... so we go down to Clementi to play the GHOST-Squad again!!! haah... this time i power laio hor... my rank now is MSG (Master Sergent) not the cook food tt MSG hor! lolx... then along the way back.. Chee Ren did a super stun to show mi... lolx... he cycle damn fast.... then dunno wth he looking... his bike tt padel go rub against the kerb.. i from behind see alot of silver dust flying sia... luckily he nv fall.... if he fall i sure ram over him wan... LOLX...
then after tt we go westmall for a dink... then come back home laioz... now dunno wan to do wat sia... maybe later play RO ba...... tml is my OFF DAY!!!! todday no need go back CAMP!!!!! HOHOHOHOHOHO!!
k lah blog till here... kinda lor sor.... and my gf is at EXPO with her MUMMY!!!! always go out happy wan t gal... lolx :P dun say too much later i'll suffer wan.... lolx ^0^
-.-V
