haiz... juz reached home... well.... had a rather stupid day today.... in the morning... i feel my head so heavy.... heavy and giddy... i watches it gets worse and worse day by day.. juz like watching a child grow like tt.. until today.... i really cannot ta han laioz.. so i decided to go and see the M.O again.... well well well... when i go down... i saw 1 big whiteboard there.. it states tt.... M.O will not be arnd until 11am..... so lan lan i go back office lah..... then i called up the Medical Centre to check later the M.O will see come back anot.. he say no.... tt means no M.O to see... so i called up my staff sgt... he say he'll arrange a vehicle for mi to send mi down to nee soon camp to see M.O....
at nee soon camp... waited for quite awhile to see the M.O so i tell him my problem... then he alot sia... scarli later he say... "i've nv encounter ur case b4.. i give u some painkiller... u go outside see doc k?" wah lau ehh!! u M.O lehz... then use this as excuse... sian lor... so lan lan... juz now book out... came home bath and wentdown to jurong polyclinic to see doc with PL.... quite a quene there... then see the doc.. he say my blood pressure is abit too high for my age... haha... so he give mi mc till thurs... then next wed go back again... after tt took my medicine then send PL home....
feeling damn sick again at yishun.. so i sat down.... and let my brain relax abit.... then slowly walk to yishun 10... see ppl play arcade... and tok abit on the phone with PL lah.... then as it was quite late laioz... so the best also reach batok quite fast... but once again i feel sick again... feel like vomiting... and head is spinning like no need money... slowly make my way back home... and finally blogging here....
juz suddenly alot of things flashes in my mind.... i tink of my childhood... the time i used to play toy soldier with my dad.. which is so fun in the past... my pri sch life... always playing cathing with my fren during recess.. catch spider... go walk arnd see iguana... haha... then sec sch time.. noe my best buddies... ppl like qiwei and matthew... and my YG frens.. like CR... wendy and so on... and fianlly my army life now.. i feel tt... myl ife is so in vain... yes.. vain.... i didnt do anything much for them arnd mi... i'm like juz wasting my life away... haiz... juz had this cold feeling... "he's" getting closer to mi day by day.... step by step.... when will he swing his death scythe against mi? and i can finally go with him.... when.... i really wonder.... there isnt much time left... haha...
haiz.... a few days nv blog le... also nth to blog too.... on sat i juz stayed at home and rest.... didnt even go out my doorstep.... yes... not even step out of the door step.... really stay at home and rest.. but stay at home so long my sickness still wont recover....
then on sunday... went to yg and meet up with my frens.... then go westmall for lunch.. after tt come home for xie en.... after tt sleep.... wan to go back camp tonite... but kinda feel sick... so nv book in le... tml morning then go back lor... juz had a chat with my fren... feel tt.... maybe i should really sit down and rest le ba.... i'm so tired... so tired.... i'm exhausted... i shall juz sit down and rest liaoz....look arnd mi clearly... look at wat's happening arnd mi.. i shall stop.... i'm so tired.............................. haiz..................................
hmmmm.......... now blog le... den kanna nag liaoz... now blog also kanna nag.... haiz.... wth...... y ppl like to nag at mi de... haiz..... y??? y?? nvm lah.... haiz.... currently now still very sick.... yea... damn sick.... i hate my head... y my rite brain still making mi so sick.... feel it hurts and spin....
today nth much happen lah... morning wake up eat breakfast... then my bro so lame.. suddenly ask mi change to my uniform and he change to his npcc uniform... then we took pic together... lolx... later will upload up at the bottom to show u guys... not very nice lah.. but he like can le lah... then in the noon meet up with CR and go down to SP.... help PL's fren to fix the ad pop up and ad blocker.. after tt accompany PL go sembawang with CR.. sleepy sia... then went home... sleep... lolx
after tt in the evening come over to yishun to fix the internet again.. still got printer to settle sia... sweat... lolx... but ppl need it for sch work mah.... so have to figure out wat is the problem.... k lah.. blog till here... got anything then blog again ba... needa fix the printer stuff 1st.. cya... pic will be uploaded later when i reach home...
ahhh...... reach home le... reach home kinda late... well well... had a great gastric pain juz now.... tt feels so shoik.... it's been so long since i last had such powerful gastric attack... ok lah... let say wat happen today ba....
in the morning i overslept... 7:25 my sgt wake mi up to go down.. see ppl do life run as i cant run with my injury... stay down there till 8am i go back bunk relax liaoz... then change to my smart 4 then go ofice join the others... really nth to do sia... except to sleep.. then passes so slolwy... then received sms from PL... she's kinda sad lah... k lah... i noe hair drop alot will feel very scary de.. but dun tink so much... things will turn for the better.. dun keep saying wat die die lah.. wont de lah... dun worry.. no pt go and die over this rite?? tink on the bright side lah... after tt she say wanna meet up go sembawang... i was ok lah..... but later on... 1 call onli.. she say cannot meet liaoz.... cos this guys she nv meet very long laioz.. ok lor... i mean she say so i also lan lan lah... after tt.... she say meet 7plus ba.... then ok lor.....
later i wait till 7:40 no receive her call.. then i realise my phone ki siao again... cannot call out or recieve call.. faster restart then called her... she already at sembawang... so went down find her lah... chat chat for awhile.... then we go home le... reach home with a damn pain stomach.... until now still hurting... kns.... k lah gonna sleep soon.... before i go.... i got piece of advice for those guys... esp those with gf wan....
U GOT GF... KEEP UR HANDS TO URSELF LAH!! Y GO OUTSIDE AND BE A BASTARD?! CANT UR GF GIVE U WAT U WAN?? CAREFUL UR SMALL BRO CANNOT LAST AND ROT MAN! STOP BEING OLD AND ACT IDIOT LAH! TOTALLY CANNOT TOLERATE PPL LIKE U... TREASURE UR GF LAH... WAH LAU EHH..... COCK TO THE CORE MAN!
haiz sianz ah!!!!!! siao wan lehz!!!!! my staff sgt siao le lah!!!! today morning juz book in.... nvm.. go office.. onli got a few ppl inside.. cos the rest go prepared and training to the upcoming 117km run.... then we like sit inside do nth... chit chat sleep in the office... then at 11++ my staff sgt came in... he start to arrow ppl laioz... he got more than half the ppl to clear hlaf day off as they go for the 117km training...
then i was like sitting at 1 corner quietly dun even look at him.. then he suddenly juz look at mi and say... Lingzhi! u nth to do rite?? go clear half day.... wah lau ehh... i sian diao lehz... but bo bian.. since kanna arrow laioz... lan lan muz go... so i went for my lunch.. pack my bag and left the camp... took 171 to panjang... walk walk abit.... trying to waste time... reach home at arnd 2... then was suppose to meet PL at 3 or 3+ de.. then suddenly got info say early release.. then faster change wash up and go over.... actually still late... stupid train waited for 8mins sia... nvm.. reach there at 3:10 haiz... so paiseh... let ppl wait... then took train to marina bay then change.. no ppl mah... lolx.... then along the way... ppl sleep sia... i wan to sleep cannot sleep... fucking headache still wont go away... dunno it wan to bug mi for how long... after PL go home i go yishun 10 play ghost squad... saw this fat guy.... bloody hell... rank onli captain keep scolding his fren.... as if he very gd.. see laio also sian... lostl iao make noise.. kanna hit make noise.... come on lah... lousy lousy lah... admit lah...wat for kick a fuss over a game... wait for almost 30min then my turn to play... play with another fellow... his rank not very high lah... but at least ppl play willing to learn nv make noise... after finish the game took bus home... kns.. 852 i take back to batok took mi more than 1 hr sia.... now so tired... headache still bugging mi till now... medicine also no use... haiz... dunno wat is it inside mi... haiz.... gonna book in camp le.... tired and lazy now.. but bo bian.... look forward to tml ba.. maybe can come out early again... then book out no need book in.. cos fri is public holiday... lolx... haiz.. see how lah... ppl out there... if u got the same problem like mi this headache.... HOHOHOHOHO!!! enjoy it!!!!! it sux!!!!! but suffering is training!!!!!!! LOLX!!! NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!
HaIz..... by rite today should go back camp de..... but in the end nv go back...... y? haha... cos this morning when i wake up.... my headache almost killed mi... cannot even walk properly... so i called up my staff sgt... tell him say i reporting sick...
then in the morning at 8+ i walk down to polyclinic.... cannot even walk properly.... slowly slowly walk... then over there still ok lah.. not much ppl... wait not very long.... from 9+ start wait.. when i see finish doc onli 10+ nia lah... but there... towards the end... when i wan to get my MC.... the nurse there say.. the doc forgot to send my mc down.. so i got to wait..... wah lau ehh... i already half dead laioz... then still have to wait sol ong for my mc.... kns lor..... waited for almost 30min sia.....
after tt when home.. took my medicine..... then went down to PL house.... haha.... reach there medicine effect start laioz.. so end up sleeping down there... LOLX..... ppl actually got lesson at 2 de.... becos of mi.... cannot go... LOLX!!! so sorry..... then was suppose to meet CR also... but guess i'm too tired and sleepy becos of the medicine laioz... end up ppl reaching Yishun laio then i say ask him go down to Dhobly Ghaut 1st.... then end up nv go meet him also.. lucky he got a fren to go play game with him.. sorry huh CR...
in the evening was abt to go home... then PL see i so blur like tt... then called up CR... have to troubled CR come all the way down to accompany mi home.... sorry lehz buddy..... made u come down... actually no need de mah... haiz.... then now reach home.. b4 i say anything.. kanna nag by my dad.. dunno wat's wrong with him lah.. so i hack care lah... eat my dinner... bath.. then take medicine... now he go sleep laio then i use com.. lolx.... tml morning got to book in lor... still tinking tml wanna book out anot.... anyway thurs should be able to book out laioz.... fri hari raya.... LOLX!!!!!! k lah write till here.... headache still hurts... damn medicine no use de... bluff mi wan..... SAI~!~!~! ~.~"
hmmmm come to blog again... seem like i've been blogging quite regularly recently... lolx.... no lah.. too bo liao mah... today on leave.... in the day do nth.... watch tv.. eat instant noodles for breakfast.... after tt in the noon when down to my grandma house to help my aunt do some spring cleaning... after at 1 i left my house go down to Dover to meet PL... actually say wan to go home wan.. but after tt we decide to go esplanade library... ppl goin to have test liao... wanna go there study... then ok lor.. go library... since i dunno how long nv go library laioz.... at 1st i still can read some notes and a few pages of story book... the Dreamcatcher by Stephen King but den end up sleeping.... or half asleep... cos the headache still there mah.....
at 5+ we left the library and decide to go home laioz.... wah lau ehh the train so damn pack... but we take the wan down to Marina Bay den go home lah... haha.. so the train is quite empty... choose the best seat.... sit down.. tok abit.... didnt really tok also.... then sleep.... LOLX!!! these few days keep sleeping onli..... dunno when will die... this headache will kill mi 1 fine day.... i'm watching it getting from bad to worse day by day.... but nvm lah..... life to mi now is like nth de lah.... life is something tt is a waste of time... esp when u have nth left.... and onli wish to join the dark side..... lolx........
Grimreaper ROX!!!!! if i ever have the chance... i wanna be like him... i send death to ppl i hate.... LOLX!!! how i wish my dream can come thru... i'll let all the selfish and ppl who dun deserve to have life to leave this world..... LOLX!!!!!!
sighz..... wat a sunday i got.... wake up with my headache again... ya.. the headache again... it's been bugging mi for the past few days... it's juz wont go... it's pain can even wake mi up in the middle of the nite from my sleep... and i nv let any1 in my family noe... onli some ppl noe....
then went to my grandpa house... play x-box... but sleep more than play... cos really cannot make it... then got chat abit on the phone with PL also... then she go out with her bf to do some exchanging stuff lah... then i continue sleep... grandpa buy mi and my bro some mix veg rice for lunch.. not bad.. but very big sia.. eat until very stuffed... then at 6+ got prata... grandpa cook wan.. not bad lah... onli no curry... lolx... after tt... we plan to go back home lah.... cos felign damn sick laio..... luckily tml on leave... no need go back camp.... tink maybe need to go back to CGH to check again ba.... i dun really wan to noe wat is wrong inside.... cos i hate to noe wat is inside... cos i noe it's juz something not gd in there.... it's a damn basket thing... it's sux rite to the core... really dun wanna noe and dun wish to noe...... but see lah... maybe tml will call up and check see can amke appointment anot lor... see how lah.... haiz...... feel so hurt... yea.... life hurts.... lots of things hurts..... it breaks ur heart to pieces.... but nvm..... in the dark side.... have to noe wat is call hurt is enjoyment.... enjoy~~~
Sighz.... sick laio sick liaoz!!!! my stupid headache is back... it's getting from bad to worst.... ok lah.. let's start from yesterday..... went back to camp at 10+ have to take over Sherman's duty lah.... cos he tt day help mi do 1 guard duty becos i'm injured and cannot do it.. so he helped mi... it was so last min lor... and it burnt out 1 nite for him to book out... so i say i'll do the overnite duty for him.. so he can book out yesterday....
so after tt i took over from him.. he went home and i prepared the bed and everything... off the lights and chat abit on the phone... thou didnt have a nice chat.. but it was ok lah... i noe ppl mood's not gd... so i dun blme... hehe.... after tt went to sleep until today 7++ my sgt called him.. he tell mi say he'll be late.. so he ask mi to go up change 1st then later he come laio i can directly book out.. but i say.. nvm lah... tkae ur time.. i still wan to sleep... lolx... enjoy air con mah.. then i juz continue sleep.. tink 7:50 he reached... then i slowly take my pillow and blanket and go back bunk.. then he say mi... goin off laio ar? i say no lah... go up continue sleep... lolx... and i slept until 9:20 then wake up... cant really sleep.. those stupid trainee at downstairs keep shouting... kpkb... lolx.. at arnd 10 i left my camp... took bus to yishun.. then went up to Peiling's house to fix com lah.. she say dunno y the com like laggy.. so do abt if setting here and there.. then let her try lah.. while she's trying.. i also dunno y.. i'm juz so tired or sick in fact. i lie on the floor and sleep... lolx... so paiseh... go ppl house fall asleep... lolx... but this stupid headache is killing mi mah.... bloody hell... till now still hurts like hell...
after tt came home... nth much happen... juz kinda tired after eating the medcine... tink goin to sleep soon... tml dunno wan to do wat sia... hmmm will see again how ba... guess mostly stay at home ba... sick laio cannot run arnd le lah... haha anyway..... those of u who are sick...... HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!!!! SICK LOR!!! enjoy the suffering of sickness ba!!!!! HAHAHAHA~!~!~!~!
hmmm juz back home for less than an hour... how come today so early back?? well... my staff sgt dunno do wat sia... suddenly he ask my another sgt whether he needs mi to do anything anot.. then he say no... once he say no onli... my staff say... "Lingzhi u go clear 1/2 day off today!" i was like wat the hell... my mood already so fuck up and there he force mi clear off.... then bo bian lah... lan lan muz clear... then go up change to civilian then book out at arnd 12:15 then went out take 169... wait damn long.... then at yishun take train.... a sad place.....
then reach batok at arnd 1+ took 941 back home... 1st thing i reach home i on my com and start searching for a new skin... i love this.... this is SIMPLY GREAT!!! it suits mi so well... juz wat i wish i can do now.... ritual of death.... dunno when i began to love death.... this word is so nice... D.E.A.T.H = Die Everyone And To Hell!!!!! does this make sense??? HAHAHAHA!!!! this world is too cold.... let's warm it up with some warm... the warm of fire..... hellfire... this world is too quiet... let's add some noise to make it nice.... Scream.... Scream of Pain!!!!! YEA!!!!!! HELL YEA!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA~!~!~!~! this is how the perfect world should be!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!! finally it's time...... yes guys!!!! it's time..... the angel vs the devil... and guess wat?? the angel had LOST!!!! and from tml on.. the devil will take over.... and everything will change rite from tml on... 13/1/2005.... u'll nv see the same old mi who u noe again..... YES!!! NEVER!!! he's gone.... gone forever..... HAHAHAHA!!!! let the devil lead the way.... the way.... the way which i shall go.... i'm no angel.... and i shall not try to be an angel anymore.... no more angel.... devil is the way i shall follow...... the way which i am made to follow.....
ppl disappoint mi.... let mi down... gave mi up... and left mi with no choice... i had to go... go to where i am meant to be.... to hate the world.... hate the human race.... hate the peace ppl are enjoying... i have haltred to all angel... ppl who tink they are angel... and act to be angel... i shall bring chaos to ppl..... HAHAHAHAHAHA~!~!~!~!~!~!
haiz.... another day has come... well.. actually nth much happened lah..... hmmm let's start from wat i do this morning ba...... set my alarm to ring at 5:15a.m this morning.... i did wake up.. but dunno y... i feel so tired... so i off it and continue to sleep.... until almost 6 then i wake up.... by rite today i have to reach camp by 7... so i tot.. aiya... late laioz.. might as well slowly lah... later den take cab to camp lor....
6:20 i went down to get a cab... kns... get 1 cab also so hard... until arnd 6:40 then got 1... then reached camp at arnd 7. nice nice lah... haha... went up to office need to find the clerk... pass him my status... cos i now injured my toes mah... then got course coming up.. so i cannot go need to give doc letter... then my office no ppl wan lor.. cos today is our outing day.. they went to silosa beach... but i cant go.. cos i got injury... cannot get in contact with the sands and sea water.. so i called up my staff sgt... i say i now in camp... no need go course... can i book out or stay in camp... he say.. go take 1 day leave lor... nobody in camp i stay there do wat.. haha... so at 7:40 i book out liaoz.... then took train to yishun... went to the kopitiam there for some breakfast... then did exchanged some sms with Chee Ren and Peiling... then went back home..... and changed to this new blog skin... juz a rather simple wan lah.. but it kinda tell ppl wat is inside mi now....
at 10:30 i left home again... go JP play midnight maximum tune... then meet Chee Ren at 1+ at dover then we went down to doubly ghaut to play the jap version Midnight Maximum Tune... play until 3+ we went down to yishun... actually meeting peiling for movie the chucky wan but last min change to Sun plaza... so mi and Chee Ren went down to Sun plaza at arnd 5+ walk walk arnd... saw my junior at the arcade there working... tok cock abit... then went for movie at 7:15... well... it's kinda disappointing lah.. chucky suppose to be a scary movie... but turn out more like a comedy to mi... after the show we went for dinner... a rather late wan.. lolx.. then after tt went home le... kinda tired now.. toe also pain.. haiz.... k lah... gtg sleep le... nitez all!!
everything is changing arnd us... yes everything.. even ur dearest... the one u love the most... they all do change... change for wat?? a better self?? is it a real better self of juz another excuse for changing?? i dunno... but i noe 1 thing is for sure... it doesnt pay to be gd... all this while i've tried to be a nice guy.. yes i tried so hard to be a nice guy... but i noe i can nv do it rite... ppl dun need tt nice guy here... so y am i trying to be a nice guy??
i've juz realised tt i've been putting on a mask for too long... yes... so long tt i almost thought tt's the real mi... wat mask am i refering to?? it's the mask of an angel... ppl thought i'm an angel... haha...u guys are foolish.. i am no gd guy nor angel... u may tink u've noe me long enuff.. understand mi well enuff.... but u ppl are wrong... nobody in this world can see thru mi... nobody noes wat i am doing or tinking... u can nv get anything out thru my eyes.. they're juz too deep for u... it's time for mi to let u ppl noe the fact... i dun enjoy being an angel... or act as 1... i shouldn't have buried my dark evil side of mi so deep... i should let it free.... bcos tt's the real mi... i've nv liked this world... i hate this world... i enjoy seeing ppl die... diasters fallingo n them.. killing millions and millions of them... welcome them to hell... a place where they should go... nobody will be gateful to u for being kind... they take u for granted... humans are all ugly... same goes to mi too... i'm ugly too... tt's y i've choose my way.. i wont try to be nice again... i'll juz do watever i like juz like wat "he" who tells mi to do...
last....... guys... i'm sorry.... i'm too tired.... pls forgive mi..... i've tried my best... but it's all in vain.... pls juz let mi go....
yoz~! wah i got a few days nv blog le hor... better blog now.. ah bo later sure will have ppl complain mi say y i nv update de.. lolx :P well... this week actually got nth much happening lehz.... hmmmm let's see where shall i start..... ok.... i'll start from 1st jan ba... since it's a new yr.. LOLX :P
1st jan 2005 SAT.... lolx..... tt day actually nth much... as usual... go to my fren house settle compy...dunno y the damn com like dun like her... she use awlays got this problem got tt proble,.. but when i go.. everything seem so fine... LOLX... so i help her do some updating and setting..... until arnd 6+ i left her place... faster come back to batok to celebrate my grandma's b'day... tt nite we're having dinner at my house downstairs... the food are quite nice lah.. but 1 table sit 12ppl..... the food sure not enuff de lor... but nvm lah... happy can laioz... my grandma sit beside mi as usual.. she say sit with mi is better cos i always joke wan... and it makes the dinner more enjoyable... lolx..... after dinner... we all sit at my house downstairs the shelter there chit chat.... my mum dad those older generation wan took 1 shelter... then we the younger wan sit at another wan.. lolx... and we chat almost everything under the sun, moon and stars... LOLX.... and without knowing soon it's already 11:30p.m and so we all went back home... reach home feel kinda hungry so ate a few pieces of biscuit then sleep le... LOLX......
2nd Jan SUN.... early in the morning 7+ wake up le... got to prepare my things.... goin to Hillview there... got my YG AGM... suppose to reach at 9... but all came late including mi also... lolx... rain mah... bo bian de mah.... haha kinda lame reason to give... lolx.... over there we review for the past 1 yr our activites all these and feed back... well.. it feel kinda gd.. cos it's like been quite sometime since we all last sit down and tok and have fun together... the meeting ends at arnd 2+ 3 like tt.. then mi Chee Ren, Qbert, Ben and David we went to westmall walk walk.... ji mo de nan ren... lolx :P after awhile we all went back home.. after reach home helped my mum mop the floor then relax all the way till nite... suppose to book in at nite.. but was too tired.. so i called up office and say i'll book in the next morning.... LOLX!!
3rd JAN MON... wake up at 5a.m prepared to go back camp... when i reach camp at 7:15 i saw my officers and fellow mates in Long 4 (our army uniform in long sleeve) then i ask them... wat time we moving out.. then my officer say 7:30 draw arms.. 8:30 moving off... then i was like... WTH!!! so rush!!! and nobody told mi abt it... so i rush up change to my uniform then get ready everything and went to Lim Chu Kang area for our outfield training le.... over there the weather is shit lor... 1 moment rain 1 moment hot sun... and it makes every1 sick.. and worse of all i got a bad headache tt day... so i take some medication and rest.. i muz rest ah bo nobody can drive for them.. lolx... then when the nites fall.............. hell break loose.... the mosquitoes are raping us!!! no matter wat u do also no use.. insect repellent also no kick for them.. they still bitel ike nobody business... and we all move to a hilltop ground and spend the nite there... i slept in the driver seat... so damn hot and hard to sleep.. didnt sleep well tt nite...
4th JAN TUE... wake up at 7+ feeling like zombie.. no energy... lolx... then continue the training... until 12+ the training finally finish le... and we all happily pack everything and i drive our guys back to camp... reach camp do all the wash up of equippment then went up to bunk to bath and we're all granted to rest till 5p.m so i slept all the way till 4:30 then i get change and book out le...go meet my fren at lot1 walk walk... after tt went home laioz...
5th JAN WED.. today... slept like dead pig... wake up at 8+ took my breakfast and rot till now... tonite got to book in again... tml morning goin outfield again.... again to Lim Chu Kang and feed mosquitoes again.. they muz be very happy to see us back... haiz.... k lah... tt's all for now.. if got anything happening later i'll udate again.. phew... i've typed so much laioz.. LOLX!! enuff for u all to read le ba??? lolx :P -.-V tired.. maybe goin to sleep again.. lack of sleep seriously.... -.-ZZZzzz...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! well... how's everybody's countdown this yr?? fun?? for mi i dun have any countdown... i didnt even noe it's already 12 until Chee Ren say happy new yr to mi in msn... haha... becos i was so busy fixing a com i formatted accidentally.... :P feel so guilty... ppl wan to meet bf de.. then becos of my stupidness... i formatted her com.. then have to make her stay at home... so sorry~~
well... nth much happened on the last day of 2004 for mi... in the late morning at arnd 11:55 i met Chee Ren at dover... cos Peiling wanted to meet him and he got something to pass to her... after they met... mi and Chee Ren went to JP to play game.. had a rather bad game today... totally no form... haiz... then after tt got nth to do... so we went down to Causeway to meet Peiling and her fren... and they're buying pressie for their fren... when we met them i didnt talk much to Peiling also... cos i also dunno y.. maybe too tired ba... after buying wat they wan to buy... i went to Peiling house to fix her com... by rite is fix lah.. i use recovery.. scarli it format... KNS!! and becos of this... i stayed there until so late... arnd 1a.m left her house to take train... got the very last train back... but i fall asleep!!! wah sian... then from Jurong East all the way walk back... now leg wan to break liaoz... my stupid old ankle injury is trying to kill mi again... haiz...
dunno wat will happen on the 1st day of my yr 2005 lehz... let's keep in view... haha... will blog is there's some happening.. will not update if there isnt... hehe :P -.-V
