everything is changing arnd us... yes everything.. even ur dearest... the one u love the most... they all do change... change for wat?? a better self?? is it a real better self of juz another excuse for changing?? i dunno... but i noe 1 thing is for sure... it doesnt pay to be gd... all this while i've tried to be a nice guy.. yes i tried so hard to be a nice guy... but i noe i can nv do it rite... ppl dun need tt nice guy here... so y am i trying to be a nice guy??

i've juz realised tt i've been putting on a mask for too long... yes... so long tt i almost thought tt's the real mi... wat mask am i refering to?? it's the mask of an angel... ppl thought i'm an angel... haha...u guys are foolish.. i am no gd guy nor angel... u may tink u've noe me long enuff.. understand mi well enuff.... but u ppl are wrong... nobody in this world can see thru mi... nobody noes wat i am doing or tinking... u can nv get anything out thru my eyes.. they're juz too deep for u... it's time for mi to let u ppl noe the fact... i dun enjoy being an angel... or act as 1... i shouldn't have buried my dark evil side of mi so deep... i should let it free.... bcos tt's the real mi... i've nv liked this world... i hate this world... i enjoy seeing ppl die... diasters fallingo n them.. killing millions and millions of them... welcome them to hell... a place where they should go... nobody will be gateful to u for being kind... they take u for granted... humans are all ugly... same goes to mi too... i'm ugly too... tt's y i've choose my way.. i wont try to be nice again... i'll juz do watever i like juz like wat "he" who tells mi to do...

last....... guys... i'm sorry.... i'm too tired.... pls forgive mi..... i've tried my best... but it's all in vain.... pls juz let mi go....