haiz...... y is it so UNFAIR?!?!?! i really cannot take it le!!!!!! 1st...... i went back for my appointment on wed..... the doc say my pressure still so high... so he got mi a referral letter to alexandra hospital..... oh great.... i'm goin to hospital... the part which i fear to come the most had happen.... now awaiting for appointment.... then nvm... today i'm on MC to stay at home... but my officer say... camp there got some confusion over my MC on 2nd feb... so i had to go back camp to verify everything.... after it's done... at arnd 2+ i left my camp.... i went down to JP to play game... well not bad.... ppl challenge mi.. out of 3 rnd i won 2... after i lost 1 rnd i left laioz... cos i meeting PL at 4pm at dover... at arnd 3:50 i reach there... she havent release lah.. so wait down there lor.. then the weather so fucking hot lor... sit down also can sweat... then at 4:10 - 4:15 she and her fren reach le.... but her fren nv join us lah... we took the train to Marina Bay then change to go to Yishun.... we didnt tok much along the way also lah.... she's not feeling well so no mood to tok.. then got this bunch of arsehole! so damn noisy.. all standing arnd each other onli... then tok muz shout like tt... their noise is causing my headache to get worse lor... i wanted to stand up to shout them to diam wan... but 4get it lah... i'm too weak to do so.... and no mood too.... after tt at Yishun... we alighted... she went home... and i went to northpoint walk abit... then take 852 home... along the way.. feel so tired and fall asleep... then come home for diiner... eat porridge... at 9+ went down to CR house to play Need For Speed Underground2.... not bad.. unlock quite a few stuff... then will playing got chat with PL... today chat until not bad.. it's being so long since i last chat on phone and can luff until tears almost roll out de... haha... thank PL.. u really did cheered mi up.... then the sad part came.... at 11:15 my bro sms mi.... my tt Siao father dunno do wat fuck? come back make noise... then say if i by 11:30 nv reach home he'll interlock the doors and dun let mi come back... then suck lor... i faster come back.. dunno wat is he doing now? sincel ast nite crazy until now.... he sudden accuse mi watch pron... wth?! nvm.... say i use my bro prepaid acrd to make call until no money den return... shitl or.. i got line i dun use i use his for wat? somemore i onli used him 4 sms tt time.. when my phone no batt.... then he still open my letter... where's my privacy?!?! fine... he dun respect mi... i shall not respect him too.... this sun he celebrating his b'day.. i'm not goin man! go fuck urself OLD MAN! this is not my home.... i hate it.... my hone dun treat mi this way... i'm juz a outcast anyway... alien to everybody.... i'm juz so sad... so sad... i feel broken and unwanted..... haiz~~ y muz this always happens to mi??? i hate it......................