hmmm..... too bo liao le.. so i now here blogging again.. haha... well... i'm in camp now... my officer juz bought this lappy... and he's now out for some ceremony... and he let mi use his lappy... hehe....

well... today nth much lah... 9+ go down to buy noodle for breakfast... then feel tt hair abit long le... so went for a haircut.... so many ppl sia... wait until 11++ then my turn to cut... then received a call from my sgt... bloody hell dunno he idiot or wat... say we go slack... nv appear in office.. nvm.. i bo chap also.. after hair cut go back bunk bath.... then it was already 12p.m liaoz... since it's lunch time also no need to go down to office... then chat on phone with PL for awhile.. then dunno y feel so sleepy... *i've been so sleep this few days... dunno y..* then she ask mi go sleep... he moment i put down the phone onli.. i knocked out liaoz... lolx

then wake up at 1:30... get change back to my uniform.. come down and tok cock to my officers... he ask mi abt this program called firefox... it's a program tt is like internet explorer... i say it's not bad lah.. at least not so much pop up like mircosoft wan...

haiz... after tml i book out... then i wont be back till sunday nite liao.... cos my encik wan mi to clear my off till fri... then monday morning gonna go course lor.... haiz... tink i better go for the course lah... ah bo later get LCP liao still dunno my stuff very xia suay sia... haha.... wish mi gd luck in my course ba... hope things will turn out fine... k lah... if i free then i'll blog again...

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haiz~~~ so boring... and here i am blogging le... haha.... well... tonite nth much happen also... morning wake up... go for breakfast downstairs.. after breakfast.. come back home sleep again.. dunno y.. i juz feel so sleepy... feeling weak also.. haiz... then at arnd 10:30 left home to go to Youth Group.....

when i reach there at 11a.m saw Wendy and Wen Ying... they goin to their cousin house le... so i bid farewell to them... then went up le... up there feel so sleepy.. so i sit down on the floor and SLEEP agian... haiz.... at 12:30 everything ended le then i went to interchange kopitiam for lunch... then meet up with Xian Han to go down to JP to play the Midnight Maximum Tune...

over there play abit... then there was this arshole.... say wan to play with mi... then i was like ok lor.. but he damn "smelly" lor.. keep blocking mi all the way.. ah bo is bang mi to the wall to slow mi down.. then Xian Han played for him.... while i sit behind and observe how he play... Xian Han won the match then i match him again... this time i play damn smelly also.. blk him all the way... and bang him to the wall... LOLX!! in the end i won again~!~! haha.. now my Car title has been change from "The Wangan Valiant Hero" to "The Wangan The Four Devas" haha... and guess wat?? i actually sprained my right hand last finger... so cock and painful sia... later have to go back camp le... haiz... hao lei hao lei... juz feel so tired recently.... -.-ZZZzzz... maybe dying soon.. haha....

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hmmm... gd morning!!! lolx..... well... early in the morning 6:33a.m i'm blogging liaoz... haha.... no need to say.... guess u'll noe i'm at CRC again... ya... too damn bo laio already... so come here again... not bad lah... today come here saw my long lost CS clan mate.... also my so called Gan Mei... a guy being my Gan Mei.... lolx.....

played cs down here with them since last nite till now then juz end... haha... had alot of fun and laughter... juz anyhow play all the way onli.... haha.... well... yesterday is quite a tiring day... when down to Marina Bay with my YG frens.. go there fly kite... lolx... our kite was flying at the distance of 2 yard lehz..... haha.... but in the end i heard from CR tt the string snapped.... well..... let it fly ba... the feeling of freedom... haha.... then we went down to somewhere near Little India to eat lunch... had a bowl of Mee Soto.... not bad... quite nice... then went down to Sembawang with CR to play the Midnight Maximum Tune... at 5+ reach home.... bath eat blah blah blah... then at 8+ CR say he today can come down to CRC to play till morning... so here i am! haha....

well juz now play until 3+ buay ta han liaoz.... knock out and sleep.... lolx... until juz now 5:30 wake up and continue play.... k lah.. nth much to write also... haha

to her:
i'm fine dun worry... if the pain i cnanot ta han i'll go see doc de... think maybe recently rather stress up and think abit too much le ba... i'll be fine de... most important of all now is ur eyes... the eye drop if use finish le pls go and see the doc again.. get back the eye drop and continue to apply till u're fully recover k? miss ya.....

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haiz..... early in the blogging i'm blogging again... lolx... well... juz came back from camp.... so damn bo liao lor... ask mi early morning report back to camp juz to return the stupid Wargame pass.... reach camp at 7:50.... was told to meet the 1st Sgt at 8am.. wait until 8:15 he also nv appear... until i called him then he say he's on his way down.... after return the pass i went out thru the ront gate to take 171 to Panjang... the bus so freaking hot... air con spoilt wan.... sianz... -.-"

reach panjang.. dunno y... feel so bo liao.. so i went into panjang plaza to take a walk... obviously nth to see.. cos so early... not even 9a.m i'm inside laioz... lolx... bought a bread to eat... then take 176 back to batok... haiz... juz received a phone call juz now.... i got my course liaoz... kinda last min then inform mi.... on the 4th april.... tt day i got medical appointment lehz.... they wan mi to postpone it.... sianz.... well.... see how lah.... dunno y... juz feel so moodless recently.... really no mood for anything.... i used to look forward to my course... but now i totally dun feel like goin lehz... haiz.....

and... oh ya!!! b4 i get... thankz to Yiyun for helping mi to find this skin... THANKZ HUH!!!! dun say i nv thank u.... -.-"

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Shack...... tired.... sleepy...... sick....... haiz..... yesterday is the 1st day of my Wargame exercise... so damn tiring.... i was on the Night shift... i'm the O.I.C for it.... when i reach there... i ask my sgt... how's the situation... he say so far no movement yet... cos those Big Shot officers are still doing their plan.... but most likely we'll move out at 12a.m... ok nvm.... so i juz sit down and wait....

time seem to pass so slowly... the nite feel so long.... at 11:30p.m got instruction tt enemies spotted... so we're to attack them... but damn stupid lor... the enemies are 38KM away from mi... which my artillery cant hit lor.... then lan lan.. dun shoot lor.... lolx.... then after tt all was quiet thru the nite.... fall asleep on the table.... at 4:30a.m being woke up by the officers.... say tt our front scout had been attacked.... and we're to support fire back... and the WAR BEGIN!! lolx... keep attacking until this morning 8+ still attacking... by then my replacement is here le.. so i juz throw all the shit for him to do.... lolx....

after handing everything to him... i left the camp with Kent... along the way to the bus stop... a Captain pick us up and drove us to the nearest mrt station... which is Boon Lay.... then took 174 back home... feel so tired.. then fall asleep... when i wake up... i'm at Bt Timah laioz... lolx... then faster alight then cross the road and took 174 back again... reach home.... after changing my clothes... then sleep laioz... sleep till 11+ father called.. he da bao chicken rice for mi to eat... then after tt... sleep again... lolx.. until juz now 4+ wake up... then nth to do... so now here blogging again.... lolx... later at 7 got to go to Pasir Laba Camp again for my night shift wargame exercise... haiz.... hope tonite they'll allow mi to sleep.... gonna tell them i'm sick man.... haiz.... feel so sick.. how to ta han till Thurs?? tml after the wargame need to go back to Khatib Camp and drive lehz.... haiz... si liao lah..... -.-"

to her:
haha... lucky u went down to check up the location urself... ah bo later blur blur dunno report to who.... anyway..... do take care... hope ur eyes will recover soon huh... rememeber to apply ur eye drop hor... once it heal laio wont pain or wat le....

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ahhhhh..... juz back from CRC.... haha... yea CRC.... last nite i went there again... go there have abit of meeting with my clan leader... than sit down play cs liaoz.... haha.... it was rather cool when i go into the sgwargames server.... ppl actually still rememeber mi.... haha.... 1st play was rather sucky... keep dying.... but after sometimes like form come back sia... wack them up jialat jialat... haha.... play and play and play until arnd 3+ or 4a.m like tt... no ppl play laioz..... cos rather late liao mah... so i also quit the game... then damn bo liaoz... walk arnd the lan shop see wat games are ppl playing... sees tt alot of ppl are playing warcraft... seems like all are getting ready for the WCG huh.... haha... but too bad i dun play warcraft... haha... then last nite my officer jio mi play cs on 1 of the sv he always play.. rather fun.... once u die will immediately spawn laioz... and it's random spawn de... haha.. so u can expect ppl suddenly pop in front of u when u walk half way... haha...

after all these gaming... i wanted to play my Need For Speed Underground 2 de... but dunno y.. the more i play the more sleepy i get.. lolx... finally!!!!! i log off my account and place my head down... and sleep on the table.... lolx.... but sleep half way.... i wake up le.. wake up by pain.... cos by the stupid hot water tt i've scaled on my face yesterday... thou i see the mirror like nth lehz... but pain... haiz... cos sleep half way i dunno how.... i kinda hit tt spot... then wake up laioz.. seeing the time was 7:30a.m liaoz... then i packed my things and get ready to go home..... haha... heard tt later in the noon they got match lehz... dunno wanna go down anot... haiz.... see how lah....

to her:
take care of urself k? muz apply ur eye drop 3 times a day juz like wat the doc instruct u k? if not how will ur eyes heal ne? and... DUN RUB it with ur hands... try to rest well also... muz faster recover... u gonna have ur exam soon le... need to study alot by then u'll have no time to let ur eye rest lor.... last nite see u like tt really made mi feel so sad... dun always look so negative k? at least i'm still here... ^^

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a few days didn't blog again... well.... nth much to blog actually... not even in the mood to... but still have to blog... juz for the sake of blogging... haha... yesterday juz went for a deployment ex... at the same old place again... at Simpang... which is a Lim Chu Kang...

early in the monrning at 6 have to wake up and drag myself to the MT Line to draw my 1.5ton out... drove to the garage to let our guys load the stores... while mi and jeremy went for our breakfast... breakfast sux anyway.. or maybe i'm not in the mood for it... at arnd 7:30 we moved off from our camp to Simpang... the traffic is very heavy... hardly can move esp when we turn to SLE... all those damn heavy vehicle keep blocking the way and moving so slowly... juz along the way got this idiot.... juz cut into my lane in front of mi and sudden brake! ccb... i almost bang into him lor... feel like goin down and wack him sia... haha... but cant lah... cos we're army vehicle mah...

after a long journey.. we've reach Simpang... weather is so damn bloody hot... and pur guys have to run arnd tt area somemore... do deployment... do camo for our Arthur vehicle... it's a hard day for our guys man... and all of us are burnt by the sun... yea all of us... even the driver... now feel kinda pain... at arnd 5:45p.m we left Simpang and headed back camp... all the way was quite smooth... until when we reached khatib stadium... got this sucker... dunno bus lane hour or wat... during bus lane hour he still happily drive in the bus lane.. tink he wan to kanna fine then will noe huh... also becos of this bus lane thing... the road from 3 lane become onli have 2 lane to use... so it's kinda congested... and once again... i almost got into accident... too tired to say the detail lah... but at tt moment really feel like juz step onto the accelerator and wack tt car man... of cos i can't... if onli mi in the vehicle... i will do tt man... but have arnd 8-9 ppl on my vehicle.. so i cant... reached camp... washed vehicle take a bath... and book out liaoz...

dun feel like goin home so went down to Lot1 to walk... went to the arcade... but the game i wanna play already have ppl playing liao... dun wanna wait... so went down to mac to sit and rot... lolx... bought a coke and drink... then she called mi... chat awhile then hang up le... then went to 7-11 to buy sandwich to eat... reach home... get changed... and sleep...

to her:
glad tt u're here actually to read my blog.... pls take care of urself... i'll be juz fine... or at least i tink so... study hard for ya exam k? miss ya...

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hmm... quite a few days didnt blog le... well.. for this week nth much to blog also... went for the wargames.... boring.. becos i've went for the same things b4... so i mainly sit down there teach ppl how to use and sleep onli... lolx....

well.. this week... so much had happen.... well.... guess ppl wanna end things between us ba.... well... hope she'll be happy in the path she choose.... good luck! ^-^ thou it hurts so badly... but as long as u're happy can le.... take care... i dunno u'll be here to read anot... but i'll still blog it... cos i remember u saying blog is so fake... cos ppl wont dare to blog out their feeling inside... but i prove u wrong... i blog out wat i feel inside... i feel hurt and pain.. but as long as u're happy can le...

today went to the bukit batok nature park for our YG outdoor activities... i didnt do much.. sat down at the pond there... under the sun... and i've flash back so much memories... memories tt are both sweet and bitter... haha.... at the same time having to control my emotion.. i dun wan ppl to see thru wat i'm thinking... after tt we walk up to the war memorial there to had so called lunch... ate bread for lunch... then we headed back to westmall... over there de foodcourt ate 1 bowl of ice kachang... until now... well... while i was on the way back... she called... chat awhile... can feel things really changed... and we onli change for 10mins.... after tt i sat alone downstairs... dunno y.... juz stun down there for quite sometimes.. then come back home... reach home feels so tired and sick.... tried to sleep... but cant..... until now... later goin for dinner le.... tml goin outfield... haiz.... my life suddenly becomes so mono again..... wat's happening?? sighz...

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ahhh.... early in the morning at 6:02am i am blogging le.... i've not slept for the whole nite.... i'm at CRC now... a lan gaming centre.... well... intended to go home at 2+de.... but then.... since i rarely come out play.... so might as well ba... lolx... later go home sure get nag by mum ba.... hack care lah.... anyway is long long once like tt wat... lolx.... juz now had a few game of CS..... got wack until sian sia.... keep losing and get killed.... noe afew of my clan new guys here too... well... they're not bad lah.... still can communicate with them well so far.... lolx..... heard tt this sat they gonna have a match here again.... was thinking wanna come down anot... hopefully i will ba... cos i nv noe wat's coming up next for mi... army wat... everything bo bao de.... lolx..... today i was at the Pasir Laba camp again doin the Wargame training lor.... it sux lah... cos i noe everything liaoz... so it's more like the 1st timers are learning ba.... so i juz sleep and sleep all the way... then now at nite totally cannot sleep le.. but i began to wonder how am i goin to survive later on for the wargame training again... feel like go and report sick and get mc lehz.... dunno lah.... haiz...... feeling kinda tired and sian now.... see how lah... if possible... later then blog again ba...... -.-"

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