hmmmm back at home again after camp..... feel kinda sux rite now.... actually i finished at 6p.m today... noe tt she's in sch doing project till quite late... so i didnt book out from camp directly... stay in camp play game to waste time.... time almost 8pm then i book out with Marcus and Jun Liang... went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat... while waiting for her sms.... then she told mi say she'll finish at arnd 8 plus or 9 plus.....

at 8.45pm i was already at clementi... she say she still dunno wat time finish... but will be quite late... nvm...i waited... thou i'm having a bad headache... went to funland play cs.... at 9:45 like tt she say she finish le... but will need 10-20mins to come out... nvm... i make payment and went down.... say her at platform... took the train back... throughout the whole trip... we didnt tok much.... really very little... she looks tired... so i let her sleep... when we reach yishun... i walked with her to the petrol station there... and she walk back alone... she ask mi to go back 1st... no choice... left unwillingly... alot of things went thru my mind at tt time.. i noe... things has changed.. changed alot...

reached home not long... she called... chat for awhile... after tt she sms mi... she say she dun have the feeling like we're more than frens anymore... well.... juz as i expected.... yes.... it's changed.... when i saw this sms.... i feel so break down... totally down... feel my heart juz stopped beating at tt moment... even till now... i feel so cold now.... the coldness is back with mi again.... guess i really have to juz sit down and dun even move le... i juz wan to be here.... all alone........................... wishing her all the best in watever she do ba.... i have to stop here le.... sorry~~ take care~~