early in the morning i'm in here blogging again.... haiz..... head feels heavy now.... last nite had drink abit too much le ba.... nth much happens today..... start at home rest the whole day due to the alcohol.... in the noon went to buy my rank from westmall then ask grandma to help mi sew in onto my uniform.....

dunno y.. today i juz feel so lost... empty inside... so blank.... i dunno wat am i doing... i've lost all my senses... i feel like a living dead man.... i'm walking arnd this world with a souless body... i dun remember wat i've seen.... wat i've come into contact with... wat's wrong with mi?? i dunno... sighz.....

to her:
i noe these few days u wont touch ur com de... and so it also means u wont come here.. but nvm.. i'll juz write it out.... guess u're not the selfish wan... i am the wan.... i've being holding too tight isnt it? who u really need? i dunno... wat u really wan.... i also dunno... i juz feel so useless rite now this very moment... haiz... juz wish u'll be happy tt's all.... =(

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