haiz.... juz reached home... these few days being on course at Stagmont Camp at CCK.. it's juz behind CCKSS onli.. haha.. and i dunno.. so cock sia... haha... the course is rather boring... and i did quite had some fun inside....
these few days in course thou i'm really down i muz say... but do i have a choice? haha... no... i dun.... she dun understand... not tt i dun understand wat she is goin thru. i noe... it's juz tt i keep my feeling to myself.... but well.... since i've explain my situation to her le... she wan to listen anot is purely up to her.... anyway i also noe toking to mi is boring... u feel stress too.... fine.. i got nth to say.... at least i did wat i'm suppose to do.... i did wat i can when u need someone there... but now is this is wat u wan to choose.... i got nth to say... u always tell mi not to give up.. but this time?
today went to Alexandra Hospital for my blood pressure check up... well.. the report is out... gd sign tt my blood pressure is back to normal le.. the doc say.... she ask mi i do alot of workout izzit?? i say ya... but actually no... i didn't eat much... i dunno y.... of all the gd news there's something not so gd also.... she say my kidneys are not functioning properly... well.... i juz say ok... weird enuff.. i dun sad or wat.. i juz feel numb.... haha.... i can feel nth... juz pure numb... always... nobody cares.... LOLX!!! i didnt give up.... juz tt i'm back to myself i tink... the hack care type of mi.... haha...
