juz finished uploading my new mp3... thankz to shirley for teaching mi how to do it... now this song is temp de.... cos i wanna put the other song.. juz tt i need my sis's stead to send mi the mp3.... haha..... well... today had a rather long day i'll say... early morning i went down to JP arcade with Xian Han and CR... had a bad day over there... keep losing... i also dunno y... initially wanted to go there to vent out all my fustration.... but in the end it didn't... but got worse onli.... haiz.... feel tt my life juz suddenly got so quiet... cant adjust to it... everything seems so quiet... but wat can i do?? cant do anything... after the game we went outside JP sit sit and tok.... saw Xian Han smoking... but dunno y... juz kinda got tempted.. at 1st took a few puff... then he say... wan to smoke juz take 1 stick lah... and i juz took it... haha... in the end i took 2 stick... it's very cooling i'll say... after tt met up with a few sec sch frens for dinner at Timah... then actually say wan to go down to town de.. but in the they dun wan... so we went to timah to play pool... i feel so sian... so went to play cs.... play until like sai... then dun play le... after tt we went down to JP again... to watch movie... we watch the House Of Fury... not bad lah the show... but i kinda fall asleep... dunno y... feel so sick... but well.... let it be ba... anyway wat i do also nobody will noe... or even care... haha... after the movie we took cab back... and now i'm blogging here... tml YG still dunno wanna go anot... juz lost all my mood in everything... i hardly luff... dun say luff... smile also feel so hard... feel tt my mouth is so stiff... well.... let it be ba... everything juz feel so sux for mi... i cant find much reason to smile again... hmmmm.........

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