haiz... back from camp le.... nowadays really juz feel like couping myself up in camp jiu hao le.... haiz..... things seems to have turn it's back on mi...... everything juz went so so so so so wrong..... haiz....... thursday went to NUH for my medical appointment..... was very nervous b4 i see the doc..... cos i dun wan to hear the news i dun wanna hear...... but well... it still happens...... yes... some of them might be so happy huh........ cool rite?? my lingerment have been confirm liaoz... it's torn..... haha.. i tot it'll nv happens on mi... but i was so wrong... it's torn..... now i have to wait to go for physiotherapy.... i noe it wont heals my lingerment.... it will onli make mi feels better tt's all...... the doc say if the physio cant works.... i have to go for operation..... haiz....... y muz these happen to mi??? argh~!~! i deserve it ba...... wanan find some1 to tok to also so hard.... everybody is so busy..... ya... everbody..... i cannot find a person to tok... not even a single soul.... all i have is this bloggy..... to type out all my sadness..... well.... nobody cares anyway..... suan le..... type so much also no use..... it's true i have to be loner ya? it's my fate..... i surrender to it..... haiz.........

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