yoz! back home again le... haha... juz had a boring day yesterday in camp... becos i'm the duty personnel.... have to stay in the office all the way... wah lau ehh... sian dao yao si... guess becos yesterday in office too long ba.... then the air con so cold... and wat's more i slept over-night in the office... with the air con.... then this morning wake up got running nose and sore throat... then now running a temperature laioz.... haha... and guess wat's the best part? tml is our chalet!! and i'm sick... dunno y everytime juz b4 i can go and enjoy.. i muz fall sick.. and lost all the fun in tt event... sianz... -.-" well.... for next week i'm gonna be so damn bz..... i'm flooded with lots of duties!!!! Monday... which is a public holiday i also kanna duty..... from mon-wed then rest on thurs then fri i duty again.... how great?! f**king shit! suan liao lah... maybe more duty also not bad lah.... bored mi to death also gd sia.... sian.... then today after camp took 852 home... was thinking so long nv take liaoz... today take 852 for fun.... end up wat happen? at bt timah my bus met with accident.... wah lau ehh.... then i was sleeping on the bus lor... then bloody hell tt E-brake cos mi to bang my head..... now still abit giddy giddy de... haha.... power feeling sia... the impact of the bang.... tml morning gonna go NUH for my physiotherapy liaoz.... 1st time sia... dunno wat is it like.... but i noe sure have to go thru some pain de lah.... after the physio... hopefully it ends early... then i gonna meet up with matthew and karen to go down to east coast to check in our chalet... tml wont be much ppl coming down... as the main event bbq is on sat.... so i tink i gonna use tml to really chill myself out... maybe go to the beach... find a shady area and juz sit down and relax... really wonder..... have i wake up?? or am i still half dreaming away.... i cant carry on tt way..... ppl dun appriciate mi... i shouldn't still be like a idiot and hang arnd like tt... enuff is enuff.... ppl dun listen to wat i say... i shall stop saying... i shall stop appearing... since ppl dun need mi.... i should go... they juz sux! i can onli have myself and none other body else... i shall nv trust any1 or put hope on any1 again... it's true tt human are out to disappoint another human... i totally agree with tt phrase Yun Hui once tell mi.... thankz for ur this golden sentence... it really set mi awake.. thankz... i shall lead the life of my own onli... juz mi myself and i.... so tt nobody else will ever hurt mi agian... all human sux! including myself.... we're juz a pitiful load....