haiz.... back from NUH le..... sad sia... today went down for appointment... my appointment was 3:25p.m..... i reach on time.. yet then let mi wait and wait until 4:20p.m then my turn... went in to see the doc... he straight away ask mi... wan to operation anot? i was like... O_O!! so jialat meh?? then he say... actually can dun need..... scares mi... basket.... then ask mi to continue physiotherapy for another 3 more mths... then he gonna downgrade mi le... haiz... i dun ahve a choice.... it's a muz to downgrade... then after tt come back home laioz... rot till now... later gonna go back camp sia... haiz.... dunno y i still feel so tired... damn exhausted... dunno wat's wrong sia.... this kind of tired feeling is so scary... i feel as if i'm losing my energy more and more each day... having so much trouble and puzzle inside mi.... haiz....

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