here i am to blog again... today's gonna have a super long entry i guess... today i've been thinking alot again... alot of things flashes in my mind... 1st... i was on this very very old Trans bus... then i was sitting in this a considered high seat in the bus... then it brings mi back to the time when i was so small tt if i sit on the normal seat.. i cannot see the things outside... then i'll always drag my grandma to sit on the higher seat of the bus juz to see the things outside... haha... then as the journy goes on... things during my course flashes my mind... and my this fren... named Timonthy appear... he's a real funny guy in the course... who nv fails to brighten all our days with all his funny jokes and move... but the sad thing is... after the course... he's being posted for overseas posting for 1 yr... it may be good.. it may be bad.. depending on how he sees it ba... but till now i still dunno is he still in sg or has he already been posted to overseas... lastly this comes to my mind... at the age of 22... wat could ppl at my this age had achieve? a stable job? stable income... car? or maybe even preparing to get married... ya i believe it's all possible... rather than having a life like mi now... still serving in the army... to ppl outside they'll still tink... u're not stable enuff... pratically u're useless... cos of wat? no stable job... no income... cos in army u're juz drawing allowance.. not salary... dun even tink abt cars... go play arcade car game more like it... getting married? DREAM ON! ppl are realistic.. u cannot provide them anything.. which gal with the rite mind will wan to follow u when she can have a guy with all these things like job... car... NO WAY a gal will wan to be with u if she can choose... man are all selfish... nv blame the gal if she choose to be with a f*ck up guy instead of u... cos he got the job and car... and u? u got nth... eat urself man! sorry if i offended anybody... this is my blog.. i juz type wat i have inside... but no worry... u ppl outside can go ahead and look down on mi... laugh at mi.... condemn mi... i dun care... one day.... all of u will regret... or maybe worse.. u may not even get to see mi arnd anymore... i noe wat i wan to do... wat i have to do... anyway... the life noe... totally SUCK! guess tt's abt all i wan to say ba... got no wish to write wat i've been doing today... cos who cares? as long as i'm still alive it's enuff... isnt it? ya i tink so...