haiz..... back home to blog le... haha.. could have reach home quite early today wan... cos we're all told to clear half day off... initially wanted to go home wan... but my fren say he feels kinda sian to go home juz like tt.. so we went down to orchard.. siao rite?? early noon 12plus got 2 ah gong walking along orchard... not much ppl wan lor.. then he say how abt we go play pool.. so i say ok lor... went to far east shopping centre to play pool... i onli win the 1st rnd... then lose all the way liaoz.. haha.. i admit lah.. i sux in pool man... then he happily keep winning lor.... until arnd 6 then we left orchard... then i also wats wrong with mi.. i told the train from the wrong side.. then go the damn long way back... go via woodland tt side de... stand until i vomit blood... then reach home at 7+ -.-" sian diao.. then bath and tok cock abit with my mum.. then here i am blogging away... later gonna book in liaoz... haiz... sian lehz... dunno wat's install for us tml... haiz.... i feel so tired... i dunno y... my body feels so weak..... -.-ZZZzzz...
wah seh juz book in sia.... stupid weather... when i was somewhere near the damn gate it rained.... -.-" even the weather also wan to play tricks on mi... suan liaoz... haiz... today is my battalion off day... went down to panjang to find my grandpa... long time nv go panjang to find him le... chat with him or awhile then went down to amk le... help ppl to pass notes to fren in SP... -.-" after tt go back to my granpa house again to play game.. hehe... had dinner over there as well... da bao by my uncle.. the food kinda sux i muz say... LOLX!!! after tt went home... relax for awhile then come back to camp le... now feeling kinda.... pissed off... i got hang over the phone sia... reason for hanging up is... "ur surrounding is very noisy..." noisy?? i was walking over a open field with no ppl arnd mi... and i ask wat noise is it... the answer is "air" wat the..... sua lah... it's nv easy been a nice guy.... suxor!!
hmmm..... unknowingly i've not blog for 1 week le... hmmm.... is tt bad?? dunno lehz... haha... i cant really remembered wat i did for the pass 1 week... i onli noe our camp got this stupid security check... wah lau ehh... make all our lifes so miserable... check this check tt... then still have wat risk management... sux wan lah... small little thing also scare we get injured or wat... and our officers are all quite fed up... haha.... cos it's really stupid lah.... scare our powerpoint for charger then will lead to fire outbreak... stupid rite?? haha... then wat i remember is i also watched the movie Perth:the greylang masscare tink isl ike tt spell lah... lazy to check it out also... haha... it's so caleld rated sg most violent production.... to mi personally... i find tt... sg this movie in term of violance lvl is considered disney to other country wan lor... haha... then last nite meet up with Mao Yi.... my sec 2 counsellor... with a few of my frens.... went to attend his church performance... they got this show put up at suntec exhibit hall... it's called the Spook show lah... they have quite a number of ppl dress up like ghost.. but i find them rather funny... dunno y got gals scare until cry... -.-" so scary mehz?? haha... i still can tease the ghost... haha... but mainly it's a so called magic show lah... quite nice... the magician say he wanna bring us to explore the power of the dark side... make it sound so woot.... but in the end he say... actually all this are so aclled tricks... then as usual lah... like any other church activities... they'll start to ask ppl like who are those 1 time come wan lah... then persuade ppl to convert... haha... i juz sat there and watch... after tt went to suntec with my frens and mao yi to eat abit of food... cos nv really eat dinner lehz... after tt we all board train and head back home le... then today sleptl ike dead pig.. cant even wake up for my youth group today... end up also nv go... then today juz stayed at home the whole day... dunno y lah... my eyes both eyes feel kinda swollen... very hard to open like tt.... ma jiam got ppl put weight on my eye lid... haha... today no need book in... tml is battalion off... shiok sia... but dunno wat i gonna do tml... anybody free to jio mi? haiz... doubt so lah.... wat a boring day.... :(
hmm..... is it time to blog again?? haha tink so ba... today i have a very special feeling... yea... a really special 1... still remembered tt today early morning at 12:10a.m i was feeling so down.... yea.. damn down.... then this morning i still drag myself to Tian Hui Fou Tang for the Jia Ting Du Jing Re.... i was sitting alone in the hall... yea i didnt even sit with my bro... had a conflict with him... shall not tok abt it... then i was so damn sian.. regretted goin at the beginning... and lots and lots of trouble inside my dark enclose mind.... but when the Du Jing program start... things start to change... i dunno how come.. i kinda like i can understand every single phrase in it so easily.. ya... damn easily... even i myself also cannot believe it... like suddenly i become so clever... haha... and for the 1st time.. i can feel tt all these Jing Dian actually have all the answer to all my doubt in it... during this session i feel kinda enlighten... haha... i also like suddenly can feel myself being able to take things more lightly.. now i truly believe tt.. if u love something... set it free... if it's urs... it'll still come back to u 1 day... dunno y in the past i'm so stubborn... still die die hold on to it so tightly.. i gonna let go now... and now i believe... if somebody needs u... he/she will automatic come to u... i will no longer be so stupid to send myself to tt person and bang the wall so hard again.. it hurts ok?! haha... from now on... i should be able to be more happy ba... really muz thank god tt i went for Du Jing today... i canfeel tt i'm a better and happier person today... i wan to be more and more better and happier as day goes by... to those who has always been standing by my side all these while... i wanna say a BIG THANK U!!! for helping mi and i'm so ignorant to actually not notice it... i noe even a hundreds, thousands or millions of thankz will nv be enuff... so i hereby will like to invite all of u all to be the wan to continue to help mi as i go on... can? i promise... 1 day.. i will be better and much much more happier than the Lingzhi u all noe b4.. it's a deal k? ^^ really love ya guys lots man!!! HAHA!!! getting mushy liaoz.... haha... :P
haiz... wat a day...... i actually stay at home the whole day sia... ok lah.. i noe i cannot go anywhere also... with my eyes in this state... ma jiam cyclop sia... go out ppl all sure will siam mi wan lah... haiz... it's so boring at home...cannot do anything... feel so helpless... i took my breakfast and lunch together sia... cook 1 packet of instant noodles and 1 egg and tt's my breakfast cum lunch le... haha power hor? all i did today is juz watch tv... luckily i got cable tv... ah bo i dunno wat funny things i'll do laioz... i almost go bonkers at home sia... sian to the extreme lehz... then in the noon at 4+ like tt my sis say she wanna play maple... ok lor let her play.. then i go sleep.. haha.. today sure fat sia... do nth... but watch tv sleep and eat onli... haiz... tml is another day... i cant imagine wat i will do tml sia... maybe something stupid? maybe something funny? i dunno lehz... haiz... today i tried not find anybody... see anybody will bother to find mi anot... haha i noe i'm bo liao lah... and of cos.. nobody bother to find mi lah.. except the call from camp... and it's a wrong call somemore... how blur can my camp ppl be?? then at nite... practically do nth... but play the stupid maple to kill time... and chat with my frens... later 11pm gonna offline liaoz... ya... they wanna keep my modem again wat.. wat to do?? sianz... hate my life.... >:(
haiz... so long nv update le wor.... haha.... plain laziness and also.. i can hardly access the net ... due to my old father huh... always trying to be finny and keep our modem... then make our lives so difficult... ok lah.. dun wanna grumble abt him.. cos grumble so much also no use... cos thigns wont change wat... haha.... hmmm...today i'm back home le.... actually dun have wan lah... but this morning my eyes is rather teary and red.... my left eye i mean... then i went to see the M.O.. kns... today the M.O like got PMS sia.... siao ehh... i come in onli screw mi liaoz.. ask cock question.
wat a day in camp again.... haha... i'm ON DUTY AGAIN!!!! wah lau ehh si bei sian.... duty until i lau bak sai... ppl all today go hm relax and get ready to enjoy tml sia.. then mi lehz?? still in this filthy "dirty" camp doing duty... it's really very "dirty" in here... if u guys get wat kind of dirty i mean lah hor... not onli mi... mi and the other 2 other personnel encounter things like mine too... then was spending the nite surfing net... then juz now while toking on phone... i kicked the metal... and it bleeds.... wat the hell... lousy leg... tml morning tt duty personnel better come on time man... if he book in at 8+ again i sure complaint until he die... LOL evil rite? but who cares?? it's my public holiday tml man mind u!!! haiz.... tml morning maybe have to go breakfast alone sia... anybody wanna go breakfast with mi?? call mi k?? hehe.. i'll be out of camp by 7+ or 8 if nth goes wrong.... haha... hope so lah hor...
hmmmm another day had passed..... didnt do much today... cos i'm still in camp doin duty... morning wake up 5+ go up change to my no.4 uniform and went down for flag raising.... after tt come back to office and fall asleep again... and unknowingly i slept till 11+ then wake up... went down to get my lunch...lunch is fried rice... taste rather sucky lah... then came back to online again... do alot of net surfing.. dl some tuff into my phone... got new themes... and a few songs too... and chat with my bro thru msn... haha... then play the stupid darkthrone for the whole day... feeling damn sick man... stupid fever... then at 6 went for flag lowering... stupid rite?? weekend still raise flag for wat sia?? for who to see??? ghost ar? dunno lah... then keep on online till now lor... dinner was sucky too... haiz... tot weekend food should be nice.. but today wan is all bullsh!t sia.... haha... my fren juz come back from marina... complaining the shit he suffer there... haha... really dunno wat to blog also le... tink i goin to go sleep soon ba... haiz... wat a day... all the bad things keep happening to mi... sianz....
hmmmm here i am to blog agian... in my camp again... at this hour.... haha.. today is the 1st day of the 7th lunar month... and as usual... my head is killing mi again... i dunno y... every 7th lunar mth i sure have this kind of headache.... it's so damn painful sia... but nvm lah... can try to get used to it de... . today i was wondering... a simple but hard to explain de topic.... so Ladies and Gentlemen... i would like to present to u my topic for today.... and it is.... FRIENDS.
hmmmm here i am to blog again.... regarding my last entry.... ya tink i've tink too much le lah... i shouldnt have... and i couldnt also... but suan le... wat's over is over... Roxy lao ban... thankz for the tag... diff ppl have diff points of view ba... maybe like wat junky had said.... i take things to my heart to easily lah... Yun... thankz for reading also... well.... today is a rainy day.... so damn cold... a rather gd weather to slp... but sad to say.. i gonna book in later laioz... and the most sian part is.... from tml on... i'll be on duties from fri early morning 6:30a.m till Sunday morning 7:30a.m hopefully.... if tt day duty personnel come late.. i gonna kill him man... haha... being spedning my whole day at home yesterday... mostly lah... did went down to Sim Lim to buy SOft case... and went to my uncle's store to kaypo.. or rather rot... ppl there still remember mi.. haha... after 1yr plus nv go there... i'm surprise they still rememeber mi... haha... feel so happy... but on the other hand... i'm still down with the god damn fever.... wah lah... god u condemn mi ar?? keep giving mi ur god damn fever... kns... i'll hate u wan hor... haha... ya u will tink i'm siao... i agree i'm siao lah... toking nonsense again... hopefully can recover faster ba... so far till now... i've being having a rather quiet day... nobody to tok to... nobody to disturb or watever...hmmm... tt's so unlike mi.... wonder where's the super li siao siao mi in the past.. where had he go?? had he juz left mi without saying a word? i dunno... quite alot of ppl feel tt i'm insane... tink i really am huh.. haha... have been wondering alot of things... am i a gd bf? doubt so... (thou i'm single now... haha) am i someone very posessive?? is it very?? or juz a little?? am i tt bad?? i got no answer for all... hmmm... wondering wondering.... nth to do... wonder abit more nvm lah... so wont get lao nian chi dai so fast mah... haha... ok i noe i'm crazy.... SIAO! haha... guys.. pls feel free to tag at my shoutbox pls... it looks so lonely... at least give mi something to keep mi moving on k? thankz a million if u bother to do so... if u dun.... GO DIE LAH!!!! wahahahaha.... :P siao gin na.... ^0^V
haiz.... juz come back from batok interchange le... sent PL to take train... ppl got new fren liao sia... ok lah.. wat to do? xi xin yan jiu... k lah.. i also cannot say anything lah... ppl juz help her sent com to her sch... which is his job lor... then mi lehz? i format com... do update... help ppl tell technician the laptop prob.... then wat did i get?? xi xin yan jiu.... suan liaoz.... juz feeling so bu shuang... maybe should go to Cheers and buy a can of BU SHUANG and drink hor.... haha... but nvm lah... who am i to go and feel so much rite?? suan liao suan liaoz... tt kind of feeling is sucky... well i noe... cos i dun have much fren wat.... every fren means alot to mi... certain frens can mean alot to mi... some may not be so... but i cannot take it when ppl treat mi tt way...izzit becos i'm too kind?? too good?? and so ppl can take mi for granted?? or rather ppl always take mi for granted.. tink so ba... has anybody even been grateful to mi? i guess not lah huh... maybe to them i do all this is wat i should do de lah hor... or rather they can tink... "i nv ask u do wat... u urself wan to do de..." fine... i'm the idiot ok?! suan le... blog so much also nobody will noe or see... neither will ppl cares... 1st time i feel so blown up... DAMN!
hmm back to blog again... in camp.... juz came back from my guard duties.... feeling rather tired and sick too... but well... i'm not gonna let any1 in my cmap noe i'm sick... haha... hmmm today my encik is not in camp... ppl on leave sia... gd life... haha... well... he's a regular wat... he work longer and harder than us wat... haha... juz got a news tt tml i may need to drive to marina... sad... have to go so far... wat i fear the most is later got to drive back on my own again... last nite guard duty is ok lah... go patrolling arnd... but the RP is rather slack.. he still tot of not even wan to patrol... of cos i nv let him do tt lah... i'm a gd guy k? haha... and 1 gd news.... my standby period had juz been changed... tink is next standby then i will kanna... so now can relax abit... haha no need to pack my field pack... packing of field pack sux ok... for those who had not gone thru army... or dun have to go thru... haha... but this fri sat i got duties!!! ARGH~!~!~! then mon duty again.. tt's the most f*ck up things lah... so i was planning to take off either tml or thurs... haha... at least let mi enjoy osme free time for this week ba... b4 i got lock up in this place again... haha... k lah... today i blogged rahter lots of rubbish.... haha... tt's all for now ba... if can access net again then blog again lor.... keke... :P