haiz.... juz come back from batok interchange le... sent PL to take train... ppl got new fren liao sia... ok lah.. wat to do? xi xin yan jiu... k lah.. i also cannot say anything lah... ppl juz help her sent com to her sch... which is his job lor... then mi lehz? i format com... do update... help ppl tell technician the laptop prob.... then wat did i get?? xi xin yan jiu.... suan liaoz.... juz feeling so bu shuang... maybe should go to Cheers and buy a can of BU SHUANG and drink hor.... haha... but nvm lah... who am i to go and feel so much rite?? suan liao suan liaoz... tt kind of feeling is sucky... well i noe... cos i dun have much fren wat.... every fren means alot to mi... certain frens can mean alot to mi... some may not be so... but i cannot take it when ppl treat mi tt way...izzit becos i'm too kind?? too good?? and so ppl can take mi for granted?? or rather ppl always take mi for granted.. tink so ba... has anybody even been grateful to mi? i guess not lah huh... maybe to them i do all this is wat i should do de lah hor... or rather they can tink... "i nv ask u do wat... u urself wan to do de..." fine... i'm the idiot ok?! suan le... blog so much also nobody will noe or see... neither will ppl cares... 1st time i feel so blown up... DAMN!

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