hmm..... is it time to blog again?? haha tink so ba... today i have a very special feeling... yea... a really special 1... still remembered tt today early morning at 12:10a.m i was feeling so down.... yea.. damn down.... then this morning i still drag myself to Tian Hui Fou Tang for the Jia Ting Du Jing Re.... i was sitting alone in the hall... yea i didnt even sit with my bro... had a conflict with him... shall not tok abt it... then i was so damn sian.. regretted goin at the beginning... and lots and lots of trouble inside my dark enclose mind.... but when the Du Jing program start... things start to change... i dunno how come.. i kinda like i can understand every single phrase in it so easily.. ya... damn easily... even i myself also cannot believe it... like suddenly i become so clever... haha... and for the 1st time.. i can feel tt all these Jing Dian actually have all the answer to all my doubt in it... during this session i feel kinda enlighten... haha... i also like suddenly can feel myself being able to take things more lightly.. now i truly believe tt.. if u love something... set it free... if it's urs... it'll still come back to u 1 day... dunno y in the past i'm so stubborn... still die die hold on to it so tightly.. i gonna let go now... and now i believe... if somebody needs u... he/she will automatic come to u... i will no longer be so stupid to send myself to tt person and bang the wall so hard again.. it hurts ok?! haha... from now on... i should be able to be more happy ba... really muz thank god tt i went for Du Jing today... i canfeel tt i'm a better and happier person today... i wan to be more and more better and happier as day goes by... to those who has always been standing by my side all these while... i wanna say a BIG THANK U!!! for helping mi and i'm so ignorant to actually not notice it... i noe even a hundreds, thousands or millions of thankz will nv be enuff... so i hereby will like to invite all of u all to be the wan to continue to help mi as i go on... can? i promise... 1 day.. i will be better and much much more happier than the Lingzhi u all noe b4.. it's a deal k? ^^ really love ya guys lots man!!! HAHA!!! getting mushy liaoz.... haha... :P