here i am to blog again.... haiz.... today is kinda like a long long long day... this morning i woke up at 8 in camp.... and the damn duty personnel is still not here to take over mi... nvm... cos i expected tt already... tt lousy fellow... sheesh... finally he took over mi at 8:40a.m then i start to booko ut from camp and took a train back home... then did i found out tt my hp headset 1 side spoilt le... haiz... charger also abit sot liaoz... sux... then at arnd 11 i went over to my fren house for the youth group activity... today's activity is boring i will say... then went to westmall for lunch... had a small discussion abt this coming mooncake festival.. came back home for awhile... then go to my uncle house to pray... dunno wat's wrong with his mum today... keep crying and screaming away.. anyway she's abit siao wan.. so we all bo chap her... then came back home was rotting all the way till now.... haiz... time seems to pass so slow... in fact for today... i feel really very very lost... and empty deep down inside my heart... haiz... i cant take this anymore.... really feel like goin bonkers anytime anywhere.... sob... sob... gonna book in later... but later i'll be all alone in the bunk... cos my fren is doin guard today... tml there will be no entry... cos i'll be doin guard... dunno how am i goin to do my guard with the kind of situation i am in now... pls save mi..... :(

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