hmmmm finally back at home... spend a damn meaningless week in camp... cos this week is rather free lah... nth to do... but next week gonna get bz.. need to shift our garage to the new garage... haiz.... today marcus ORD already... come back take ic also nv bother to come and find us... anyway.. .congratz to u... finally free liaoz... dunno y.... i feel so sux man... i really dunno wat ppl take mi as... happy onli find mi tok... can crap can watever... mood not gd also come and find mi... not to cheer u up... but wat? vent all ur frustration to mi... ya i noe i may be nice. but does tt means u can vent everything onto mi even thou it's not my fault? or rather... nothing to do with mi at all....wtf is this?? i'm a human too ok? i have feeling too... once in awhile nvm... now it's like everytime.. ah bo sometimes even take mi like a ball... pass to this pass to that... wtf? dun wan say dun wan lah... dun treat mi like a ball... get throw arnd or even kick arnd like nobody business... then now wat? my card no credit liaoz... but dun wanna spoilt the mood.. so i get up and take the risk of being scold... to use internet sms... wat u say? wat i bluff u... for fuck i bluff u... u didnt even bother to ask y... fuck it lah fuck it lah.... everybody like to treat mi this way.. wat can i say? do i look like osme fucking tools for venting frustration?? i really dun get it.... wat have i done wrong to deserve all this.... really dun understand at all... y all these negative things muz happen when i've decided to lead a happier life? WHY?!?!?! DAMN THIS FUCKING WORLD!

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