| Your Birthdate: October 5 |
 You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May |
back to blog le... ytd went out for almost the whole day sia... went to JP to play my 2 weeks nv touched Wangan Midnight Maximum Tune.... after tt went down to Orchard to meet Bear... had our lunch at orchard.... then walk down to P.S... play max tune again... haha... at 7p.m went down to meet up with my big family of sgWG... had a nite of fun and tok cock session... haha... after tt went down to parklane to play snooker... haha.. for the 1st time i learn to play snooker mah... play until abit damn stupid lah... ppl luff at mi luff until sit on floor and cry.... guess i'm a really bad player.... :/ after tt we all went back home le.... initially today is still quite ok de... except for the normal sian i have everyday lah.. but now thigns juz go so damn wrong... is it true tt ppl will onli learn how to treasure when the stuff or thing is no longer there? maybe ba... ppl juz dun appreciate the one they have arnd them.... wait till it's gone.. they start to regret.... becos it's always too late le... certain things.... once it's gone... it'll be gone forever.... it's be buried deep down in the heart... which even tt person also cannot retrieve it back anymore... a loner life is always better mah... a man with no feeling... without feeling... will be better mah? dun feel sad... happy... heart broken or watsoever.... if i can ever do tt... become a man with no feeling... it'll be the best liao rite? cos nobody can hurt mi or upset mi... feeling so tired and exhausted again... man... life is meaningless....
well.... i'm back from aussie le.... haiz.... actually in my head i got tons and tons of things to blog... but dunno y.... i juz keep on feeling so restless.... i feel so tired... even thou i slept alot.... hmmm.. k lah.. write abit bout my feeling wallaby ba... over there.... it's damn jialat.... alot of sand and dust... juz like waste land... and our campsite is like slum.... SLUM lehz.... sianz... when i free i'll post all the pics i taken over there in aussie... erm.... during this training.... i spend almost every second all by myself.... yea man... all by myself... i also dunno y lah... juz dun feel like mixing arnd with my guys... i feel so sian abt them... most of the times... esp at nite... i'll sit at somewhere in the campsite... looking up into the sky... oh ya... the sky there is damn clear.... can see lots and lots of star.... even shooting stars is common there.... ok back to wat i wanna blog.... then i'll start to tink alot of stuff.... of cos it's all abt myself wan lah... tink abt the stuff i've been doing... clear off my mind... telling myself wat i should do and wat i shouldn't do... most of the times i dunno y i juz feel sad... thou i feel lonely.... but i juz dun wan to mix with the others... somehow during these 2 weeks... i seem to rediscover the old mi... which i have long lost it a few yrs ago... i started to pick up thel ife of been alone again... meaning... i gonna be more anti-social le.... haha.... well... but tt's the real mi yrs back lah... izzit gd or izzit bad... i also dunno.... and i also dunno how lah... i come up with a quote for myself... "ppl comes and ppl goes... ppl tried and ppl failed... if there's some1 who can pass... dun let go and hold it tight..." haha... tink it's all rubbish to u ppl ba... but it actually reflect alot to mi lah... certain things... wat u have may not be the wan u wan.... but when u found something else better than the wan u have... y do u still hold back? hmmm.... this is another thing i'm still trying to figure out.... hopefully 1 day i will figure it out myself ba... haha... but muz see when will i self enlighten lah... keke... k lah.... juz blog abit onli... i feel so tired and sleepy le...
hmmm... juz reach my cousin house again... haha... let see wat i have done recently... juz went to my YG chalet at changi.... i wont say it's fun nor boring... neutral ba.. kinda bz lor.... got stuff to do also mah... really bz till no time for myself lor... and somemore i'm sick lehz.... keep feeling very tired... and even got misunderstood for not wanting to call ppl... haiz... i'm terribly sorry.... 1st i'm really bz.... 2nd... i'm sick.... and lastly... my card no money le... haiz.. but ppl dun wanna listen to my explaination... k i noe.. it's still my fault afterall... sometimes i juz wish ppl can be more understanding to mi... let mi explain y becos u sentence mi to death... haiz.. no pt toking abt it... cos i doubt tt person will read this blog too... now the time is 2:32a.m monday le... another 2 more days i'm leaving for aussie le.... juz wish all of u here will take care man.... thou i really feel very uneas bout my this trip to aussie... but i noe i still have to go... as for her... if u r reading this.... pls do take care... hope ur relationship with him is still ok ba... take care... i may not be able to nag at u tt much anymore le....
haiz... juz got back from outside... currently at my cousin's house... it's being such a long time since i last blog... how time flies... this coming wed i'm flying of to Australia for my EX WALLABY liaoz... tt stupid Jun Liang still called mi up over from there juz o ask mi to bring some cigarette for him... basket... -.-" ok lah... enough of tt... today went to my sec sch classmate house to attend his son's 1 mth celebration... haha... his son really look like him sia... quite a cute little fellow... and guess wat... my fren's wife dream for his son is to be a Commando Officer... haha... say dun be like my fren... being a specialist onli... btw.. for those who dunno... specialist is SGT in the army lah... haha... reall this world is super damn small lah... expect it to be a happy gathering... end up i saw my ex's cousin... frankly... her appearance juz killed all my happiness for today... and i hate ppl giving mi those fuck up hostile look lah... somemore still dare to ask my fren's wife who are we... wah lao eh.... u can come we cannot come izzit? wat make u so fucking special... kns... after tt celebration i went down to panjang plaza with matthew and a few frens... listen to some saving plan talk... so i tot... after i come back from aussie... i gonna start a saving plan too... interest rate not bad lah... 3% per year... and somemore every year can get $750 out in case i need money... hehe.. after tt went down to timah's Pool Factor to play pool... k lah.. i sucks on pool lah... onli win 1 game... lost 3.... :/ after tt went to the coffeeshop at timah for some food... then took cab to my cousin's house... and got a rather shocking phone call by PL... haiz... i also not sure lah... sems like her bf wanna break with her liaoz... haiz... juz come back from brunei onli wan to do this to his own gf... wake up man... treasure wat u have lah... haiz... tml still need to o back camp to serve my last duty b4 i go aussie... dunno y... i feeling kinda messy up in my head... juz hope she's alright... :/ k lah... it's late... guess i gonna go sleep once my hair is dry... need to get to camp by 7 tml.. sian......