well.... i'm back from aussie le.... haiz.... actually in my head i got tons and tons of things to blog... but dunno y.... i juz keep on feeling so restless.... i feel so tired... even thou i slept alot.... hmmm.. k lah.. write abit bout my feeling wallaby ba... over there.... it's damn jialat.... alot of sand and dust... juz like waste land... and our campsite is like slum.... SLUM lehz.... sianz... when i free i'll post all the pics i taken over there in aussie... erm.... during this training.... i spend almost every second all by myself.... yea man... all by myself... i also dunno y lah... juz dun feel like mixing arnd with my guys... i feel so sian abt them... most of the times... esp at nite... i'll sit at somewhere in the campsite... looking up into the sky... oh ya... the sky there is damn clear.... can see lots and lots of star.... even shooting stars is common there.... ok back to wat i wanna blog.... then i'll start to tink alot of stuff.... of cos it's all abt myself wan lah... tink abt the stuff i've been doing... clear off my mind... telling myself wat i should do and wat i shouldn't do... most of the times i dunno y i juz feel sad... thou i feel lonely.... but i juz dun wan to mix with the others... somehow during these 2 weeks... i seem to rediscover the old mi... which i have long lost it a few yrs ago... i started to pick up thel ife of been alone again... meaning... i gonna be more anti-social le.... haha.... well... but tt's the real mi yrs back lah... izzit gd or izzit bad... i also dunno.... and i also dunno how lah... i come up with a quote for myself... "ppl comes and ppl goes... ppl tried and ppl failed... if there's some1 who can pass... dun let go and hold it tight..." haha... tink it's all rubbish to u ppl ba... but it actually reflect alot to mi lah... certain things... wat u have may not be the wan u wan.... but when u found something else better than the wan u have... y do u still hold back? hmmm.... this is another thing i'm still trying to figure out.... hopefully 1 day i will figure it out myself ba... haha... but muz see when will i self enlighten lah... keke... k lah.... juz blog abit onli... i feel so tired and sleepy le...