hmmm it's been some time since i last blog le ba... well... today actually also got nth much to blog also... too lazy to blog down wat happen in the week... juz hang up the phone not long ago.... really wonder... wat do ppl see mi in their eyes? someone who they'll onli find when they feel like it? wat position do i hold in everybody's eyes? let mi tell u guy wat i feel ba... deep down in my heart... i feel tt ppl are onli looking for mi when they feel like it... when they dun feel like it.. i dun even exist in their head... when somebody or something is unfair to them... they'll find mi... yea and i listen... i share their problem... i do have my own problems ar... y didnt anybody ever ask mi? "hey... dun u have problems too?" if some1 ever do ask tt.... i can give tt person a 3days 3nite story liao... haha... but anyway... suan liaoz... cos i'm used to it liaoz... hasn't been feeling well recently... keep falling sick... somemore not juz 1 sickness... it comes in package wan... a few sickness together... haiz... bad yr... bad mths.... everything juz seem to be so utterly wrong.. wonder how long can i still take all this bullshit.... i'm goin doen soon man... soon...

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