haiz... it's nite time le... how time flies... today is my last day in sg... later at 0300 which is 3a.m i gonna leave my camp and go to changi airport le... gonna go india liaoz.... frankly speaking... i feel so damn sian abt it... cos i'm not even involve in this de lah... juz becos of 1 fellow long term mc... now i have to take over him and his job over ther... haiz... the other reason y i'm so sian is becos the CAPTAIN from my bty keep aiming mi... he is there also lah... but he'll onli come next week... which means after this week i still gonna die de... haiz... den have to ta han him there for 4 weeks... he for no reason say tt my attitude is very bad when i didnt even do anything to offend him lah... then the next reason y i'm so sian is becos i gonna miss the ppl here... haiz... no more ppl to chat on phone with mi at nite... nobody to sms rubbish... haiz... cos everything i use there will be more expensive... cos of overseas charges mah... haiz... but anyway... i gonna buy the india prepaid sim card to put into my hp... heard tt it's cheaper to use their prepaid sim card then use our own wan... call back sg is onli charge at 9 rupee per min.... as for sms is arnd sg 40cent onli... not bad hor... haha... tink tonite cant sleep le lah... ah bo later cannot wake up by 3... haiz..... sianz....

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hmmm... another boring day spent in the camp... today got some ppl from the outside came to our camp and let us play a stupid game called FQ... wat is the meaning of this FQ i also 4get liao lah... it's kinda like monopoly like tt... juz tt this game u need to noe how to earn money like do investment lah.... get ur recurrent charges... quite fun lah... still can have baby wan sia... haha... but u dun see this board game stupid stupid wan... 1 set of it cost $300 sia... it's created by someone called Peter Tan... he even got books toking abt how to change ur life in 5 days... i read abit of it... find it not bad lah... but as i read on then i realised tt i actually havent been using my brain alot.. no wonder it's getting rusty lah... heard tt this book "change your life in 5 days" outside market sell $20-30 sia... such a ex book and it's not thick at all lah... if u guys ever see this book at the bookstore.... can take a look at it.. u might like it... hmmm k lah... nth much to blog liaoz... flying off this sunday at 7:15 sia... abt 0445 have to reach airport... haiz...

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another day has passed... today spend half the day at kranji camp doin my dental appointment b4 i go india for my overseas training... feeling so tired rite now... haiz... didnt manage to fix the laptop properly and now its giving it's owner alot of problem... i feel so fed up and disappointed in myself... juz a laptop also cannot do properly.... haiz... den now cos the owner so much trouble... haiz...

somehow today all the songs i choose to listen are so damn sad... dunno y... it juz somehow bring out the sadness tt set deep down inside mi... juz tell somebody on the comeabout of the name snowscar.. after telling the comeabout of it... i juz feel more sad.... haiz... sad life...

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happy valentine day! 14th feb is here once again.... to mi it's juz another day in camp... nth special... haha... no gf wat... celebrate wat valentine day? haha... but to those who got bf or gf... today is ur day man! go on out and enjoy the day... ppl like mi cannot go out... go out will cry wan sia... ppl all 1 pair 1 pair de... then i will look like 1 lonely old man... haha... where will u guys bring ur gf on such a day ne?? haha... some not so romantic maybe will juz bring their gf out for a simple dinner... then maybe after tt go for a movie... then will call it a day liaoz... haha... but to some gals tt may be consider gd enuff liao lor... haha... for those who got higher standard wan wat will they do lehz? hmmmm.... maybe same lah.. go for dinner at some restuarant with great atmosphere... dim lighting... give ur gf roses... buy her something which u noe she had been eyeing for a long long time... after tt i feel tt taking a walk down the park or better still by the beach ( cos i like beach huh... hehe...) enjoy the wind... look at the sky... holding ur gf by the hand... sit down somewhere cooling hold her close to u... and give her a gd light kiss on the forehead... wah!!! wat am i tinking man... haha... tink i tink too much liao huh... haha... bo bian lah... no gf is like tt de mah... but i tink if a gal can get all those stuff tt i mention above... she should be melted sia... LOLX! maybe not? no guarantee huh... if try liao fail i will not be held responsible huh... kekeke... for mi i gonna stay in camp for this valentine day ba... got nowhere to go... nobody to meet... everybody is busy meeting up with their gf and bf... haiz... envy... haha... but nvm lah... life still goes on... no point sighing over it... juz look at the brighter side ba... i'm not alone in camp... there's so many other ppl who have to stay in here with mi... but mostly got gf wan lah... no doubt they still do look sad... but i cant look sad wat... wat's there to sad abt? haha... tt's life man.....

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today is the so called "total defence day"... had a so called "celebration" at the officer mess... had some presentation... as usual... they talk abt the 5 defences tt make up the total defence... no need mi to say lah hor.. all of u should noe... then we have a debate on topics like should we have free press in sg and etc lah... at the end of the debate... our C.O (Commanding Officer) gave us a speech... and he said something which i really agree alot...

do we really have free press in sg? not really ba... yes its true tt press media always got lots of so called "rubbish" to report... but do u noe tt they can actually report all this as long as they have the facts to back up wat they report? haha... i was shock to hear tt too cos i always tot media always anyhow report onli.. no need check also can accuse u liaoz... but later in the speech my C.O say tt there is something muz more powerful than the press media... and wat is it? it's us... the bloggers... our press media like strait times watever they publish will onli be seen and read by readers in sg... as a blogger... watever u type and publish it wont be read by ppl in sg onli... it's published to the whole wide world... and so u can imagine how big the diff is compare to the newspaper tt we read every single day... tt's y we can see cases like bloggers been charge lah and blah blah blah... it's becos of this point... thou blog is ur own private free space... but watch out... there are still ppl who is out to see wat u type and report u as long as they see wat u blog and they dun agree with it... i remember once seeing somebody's blog toking abt this topic regarding bloggers been charge for writing sensitive topics in their blog... it's not say u cannot say or blog down wat u tink... it's juz tt... u got to becareful... u wanna blog abt something sensitive and dun wanna get urself into trouble... use the correct words... choose ur words correctly... but still.... if someone is out to get u for tt... u still can hardly write away wan lah... juz fellow bloggers... juz becareful the next time u start blogging abt something real sensitive... things like... religion... politics... company stuff... its all the killer issuse tt can get u charge in court without knowing..

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hmmm..... time to blog again... haha... i'm such a irregular blogger... =P well... actually today also nth much to blog lah... only feel tt some ppl huh... their skin really damn super thick sia... cos i got a team at suntec lah... it's for the Wangan Midnight Max Tune de lah... got team surely got member rite? den there's this idiot huh... i noe him de lah.. but he was nv officially in the team... or should i say we nv even consider abt bringing him into the team lah... but somehow our technician who i tink is too kind or silly? help him duplicated a team car card and give him... and now tt idiot is goin arnd using our team car and tell ppl say he is from W.DEV! it's such a disgrace lah... ppl like him who onli noe how to bully the weak and cannot afford to lose wan goin arnd tell ppl say he is from our team... and so i've asked my guys to find him out and take tt card back... in order to stop him from further ruining my team reputation... den juz now went to suntec for a few games... surprisingly the guy sitting beside mi who is also my opponent actually asked mi am i tt "snow" in the forum... haha.... shock sia... didnt expect ppl to actually noe mi... kekeke...

after tt PL meet mi up at suntec... went back to yishun together as i have some stuff to settle... i saw this old granny and grandpa selling tissue... everytime pass by them u'll see it's either the granny is selling and the grandpa is resting... PL even told mi tt they have to share a packet of rice for a meal... haiz... then today as usual i see them again... they're actually packing up their stuff preparing to go home le... and dunno wat got into mi... i juz walk up to the old granny and passed her $5... haha... she wanted to give mi tissue... i say no need cos i actually also have no place to keep it. hen she keep saying thank u... seeing the smile on her face i feel so happy... thou $5 is nth lah... but to them it must mean alot liaoz... and it somehow juz brighten up my whole day... even till now i still feel so happy... haha... k lah... my fren is finally back to take over his duty liaoz... he even bought in some food for mi... kekeke.... it does pay to be nice huh? (somehow lah)=P go makan lor! byez!

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oh cool!!! haha.... still remember last time i say the camp's stupid network dun allow us to do blogging in camp... haha... now i was in OPS room using the com... and i accidentally found this address... http://www.blogger.com/home and it can by pass the stupid thing tt's barring us from blogging... haha... guys u all can try it at ur camp also too? hehe... well... this few days have been a rather busy day... yes... and i mean really BUSY!

cos now our battalion is gonna have this stupid thing called FATEP... which is commonly known as ATEC lah... thou i need not go outfield... but i got a super ultimate sai gang to do... mi and my signal warrant the 2 of us have to draw mount and set up all the signal stuff for the whole battalion... thou it's really super tiring and always get dedyhrated but it's ok lah... mi and my signal warrant had lot's of crappy times together... cursing and swearing at ppl we totally dun like... luff abt the stupid things we do... so actually it's quite enjoyable... ^^ after tt at nite will be much more quieter liao... as he has gone back home and i have to stay in camp (sad to say) but at least i still have my PS2 this com and the phone which i can chat on... haha... today is equally as busy as yesterday... adn tml we still have lots to do... haiz... i'm feeling kinda tired and giddy after all this job... @_@ guess i gonna go up and rest for the day soon... since nobody call mi... haha... tml they all gonna go outfield for 3days 2 nites... haha... the whole place will be super quiet liaoz... heh heh... k lah... blog again next time.... *YaWnZ*

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haiz... such a long time nv blog le... haha.... time to blog some feeling inside mi now... haha... yea... gonna be a sad entry again... have u ppl ever got a cut on urself and see the blood there dripping away? how does it feel? pain? hurt? of cos it does rite? well... it's been a long time since i last ask myself how do i really feel.... today.... i juz pop myself this question... and the answer from my heart is... it's dripping blood... it's still dripping.. how painful? how burt it is? very i'll say... it's extremely pain... wat does love really means? to give a person everything tt u've got and ask for nth in return but juz the love of tt person? but not everytime tt's the case... u may tot tt if u give it ur everything... things may bloom.. but sorry... NO! it doesn't... even with ur everything... things still get bounce back to u.... rite into ur very face hard and painful sending u down to the floor... but nvm... u get urself back up again... try again... yea.. u tot u are so tough.. can try again.... but once again it juz bounce back to u and hit u in the very damn face again... u feel fed up... y does it keep bouncing back to u... u simply dun understand... y is this happening now... u feel so puzzled and angry cos u dun even have a clue y is it goin so wrong... well.... i'm not trying to say anything or wat lah... it's juz a kind of feeling tt i've got at the very moment when i juz ask my heart how is he goin all these while.. and somemore i blog or no blog also no diff wan mah... no ppl will see this... haha...

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