haiz... it's nite time le... how time flies... today is my last day in sg... later at 0300 which is 3a.m i gonna leave my camp and go to changi airport le... gonna go india liaoz.... frankly speaking... i feel so damn sian abt it... cos i'm not even involve in this de lah... juz becos of 1 fellow long term mc... now i have to take over him and his job over ther... haiz... the other reason y i'm so sian is becos the CAPTAIN from my bty keep aiming mi... he is there also lah... but he'll onli come next week... which means after this week i still gonna die de... haiz... den have to ta han him there for 4 weeks... he for no reason say tt my attitude is very bad when i didnt even do anything to offend him lah... then the next reason y i'm so sian is becos i gonna miss the ppl here... haiz... no more ppl to chat on phone with mi at nite... nobody to sms rubbish... haiz... cos everything i use there will be more expensive... cos of overseas charges mah... haiz... but anyway... i gonna buy the india prepaid sim card to put into my hp... heard tt it's cheaper to use their prepaid sim card then use our own wan... call back sg is onli charge at 9 rupee per min.... as for sms is arnd sg 40cent onli... not bad hor... haha... tink tonite cant sleep le lah... ah bo later cannot wake up by 3... haiz..... sianz....
hmmm... another boring day spent in the camp... today got some ppl from the outside came to our camp and let us play a stupid game called FQ... wat is the meaning of this FQ i also 4get liao lah... it's kinda like monopoly like tt... juz tt this game u need to noe how to earn money like do investment lah.... get ur recurrent charges... quite fun lah... still can have baby wan sia... haha... but u dun see this board game stupid stupid wan... 1 set of it cost $300 sia... it's created by someone called Peter Tan... he even got books toking abt how to change ur life in 5 days... i read abit of it... find it not bad lah... but as i read on then i realised tt i actually havent been using my brain alot.. no wonder it's getting rusty lah... heard tt this book "change your life in 5 days" outside market sell $20-30 sia... such a ex book and it's not thick at all lah... if u guys ever see this book at the bookstore.... can take a look at it.. u might like it... hmmm k lah... nth much to blog liaoz... flying off this sunday at 7:15 sia... abt 0445 have to reach airport... haiz...
another day has passed... today spend half the day at kranji camp doin my dental appointment b4 i go india for my overseas training... feeling so tired rite now... haiz... didnt manage to fix the laptop properly and now its giving it's owner alot of problem... i feel so fed up and disappointed in myself... juz a laptop also cannot do properly.... haiz... den now cos the owner so much trouble... haiz...
happy valentine day! 14th feb is here once again.... to mi it's juz another day in camp... nth special... haha... no gf wat... celebrate wat valentine day? haha... but to those who got bf or gf... today is ur day man! go on out and enjoy the day... ppl like mi cannot go out... go out will cry wan sia... ppl all 1 pair 1 pair de... then i will look like 1 lonely old man... haha... where will u guys bring ur gf on such a day ne?? haha... some not so romantic maybe will juz bring their gf out for a simple dinner... then maybe after tt go for a movie... then will call it a day liaoz... haha... but to some gals tt may be consider gd enuff liao lor... haha... for those who got higher standard wan wat will they do lehz? hmmmm.... maybe same lah.. go for dinner at some restuarant with great atmosphere... dim lighting... give ur gf roses... buy her something which u noe she had been eyeing for a long long time... after tt i feel tt taking a walk down the park or better still by the beach ( cos i like beach huh... hehe...) enjoy the wind... look at the sky... holding ur gf by the hand... sit down somewhere cooling hold her close to u... and give her a gd light kiss on the forehead... wah!!! wat am i tinking man... haha... tink i tink too much liao huh... haha... bo bian lah... no gf is like tt de mah... but i tink if a gal can get all those stuff tt i mention above... she should be melted sia... LOLX! maybe not? no guarantee huh... if try liao fail i will not be held responsible huh... kekeke... for mi i gonna stay in camp for this valentine day ba... got nowhere to go... nobody to meet... everybody is busy meeting up with their gf and bf... haiz... envy... haha... but nvm lah... life still goes on... no point sighing over it... juz look at the brighter side ba... i'm not alone in camp... there's so many other ppl who have to stay in here with mi... but mostly got gf wan lah... no doubt they still do look sad... but i cant look sad wat... wat's there to sad abt? haha... tt's life man.....
today is the so called "total defence day"... had a so called "celebration" at the officer mess... had some presentation... as usual... they talk abt the 5 defences tt make up the total defence... no need mi to say lah hor.. all of u should noe... then we have a debate on topics like should we have free press in sg and etc lah... at the end of the debate... our C.O (Commanding Officer) gave us a speech... and he said something which i really agree alot...
hmmm..... time to blog again... haha... i'm such a irregular blogger... =P well... actually today also nth much to blog lah... only feel tt some ppl huh... their skin really damn super thick sia... cos i got a team at suntec lah... it's for the Wangan Midnight Max Tune de lah... got team surely got member rite? den there's this idiot huh... i noe him de lah.. but he was nv officially in the team... or should i say we nv even consider abt bringing him into the team lah... but somehow our technician who i tink is too kind or silly? help him duplicated a team car card and give him... and now tt idiot is goin arnd using our team car and tell ppl say he is from W.DEV! it's such a disgrace lah... ppl like him who onli noe how to bully the weak and cannot afford to lose wan goin arnd tell ppl say he is from our team... and so i've asked my guys to find him out and take tt card back... in order to stop him from further ruining my team reputation... den juz now went to suntec for a few games... surprisingly the guy sitting beside mi who is also my opponent actually asked mi am i tt "snow" in the forum... haha.... shock sia... didnt expect ppl to actually noe mi... kekeke...
oh cool!!! haha.... still remember last time i say the camp's stupid network dun allow us to do blogging in camp... haha... now i was in OPS room using the com... and i accidentally found this address... http://www.blogger.com/home and it can by pass the stupid thing tt's barring us from blogging... haha... guys u all can try it at ur camp also too? hehe... well... this few days have been a rather busy day... yes... and i mean really BUSY!
haiz... such a long time nv blog le... haha.... time to blog some feeling inside mi now... haha... yea... gonna be a sad entry again... have u ppl ever got a cut on urself and see the blood there dripping away? how does it feel? pain? hurt? of cos it does rite? well... it's been a long time since i last ask myself how do i really feel.... today.... i juz pop myself this question... and the answer from my heart is... it's dripping blood... it's still dripping.. how painful? how burt it is? very i'll say... it's extremely pain... wat does love really means? to give a person everything tt u've got and ask for nth in return but juz the love of tt person? but not everytime tt's the case... u may tot tt if u give it ur everything... things may bloom.. but sorry... NO! it doesn't... even with ur everything... things still get bounce back to u.... rite into ur very face hard and painful sending u down to the floor... but nvm... u get urself back up again... try again... yea.. u tot u are so tough.. can try again.... but once again it juz bounce back to u and hit u in the very damn face again... u feel fed up... y does it keep bouncing back to u... u simply dun understand... y is this happening now... u feel so puzzled and angry cos u dun even have a clue y is it goin so wrong... well.... i'm not trying to say anything or wat lah... it's juz a kind of feeling tt i've got at the very moment when i juz ask my heart how is he goin all these while.. and somemore i blog or no blog also no diff wan mah... no ppl will see this... haha...