haiz... such a long time nv blog le... haha.... time to blog some feeling inside mi now... haha... yea... gonna be a sad entry again... have u ppl ever got a cut on urself and see the blood there dripping away? how does it feel? pain? hurt? of cos it does rite? well... it's been a long time since i last ask myself how do i really feel.... today.... i juz pop myself this question... and the answer from my heart is... it's dripping blood... it's still dripping.. how painful? how burt it is? very i'll say... it's extremely pain... wat does love really means? to give a person everything tt u've got and ask for nth in return but juz the love of tt person? but not everytime tt's the case... u may tot tt if u give it ur everything... things may bloom.. but sorry... NO! it doesn't... even with ur everything... things still get bounce back to u.... rite into ur very face hard and painful sending u down to the floor... but nvm... u get urself back up again... try again... yea.. u tot u are so tough.. can try again.... but once again it juz bounce back to u and hit u in the very damn face again... u feel fed up... y does it keep bouncing back to u... u simply dun understand... y is this happening now... u feel so puzzled and angry cos u dun even have a clue y is it goin so wrong... well.... i'm not trying to say anything or wat lah... it's juz a kind of feeling tt i've got at the very moment when i juz ask my heart how is he goin all these while.. and somemore i blog or no blog also no diff wan mah... no ppl will see this... haha...

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