back in camp... feeling kinda lonely today... cos most of my frens had already ord... now got quite a few new guys whose here to take over my fren job... they're nice ppl i muz admit... but somehow i juz dun feel like toking too much with them... somehow i dunno y... i juz kinda miss jun liang... haha... still remember on the nite juz b4 i left my camp and head to the airport... jun liang is the 1 on duty... and we 2 stood by the corridor... and we're chatting away as he lights his cigarette... den he tell mi say.. "this gonna be my ord and last smoke here with u." haiz... now come to tink abt it... i juz feel so down... haha... dunno wat's wrong with mi...

today went to see MO as my hand got some infection... went to medical centre then realise tt the MO has already change... the new MO is quite nice... except tt he like to take his own sweet time alot... went in when he called mi... show him my hand... he ask mi... itchy anot? i say no... but instead it feels painful... den he was like o.O? haha.... den his final conclusion is.... "it's a skin infection... a kind of skin infection." den i was like -_-" i also noe it's skin infection... ah bo i see u for wat? then he say he gonna give mi some cream to apply and see how it works.... so wat does tt mean? meaning u dunno wat kind of infection is this and u are asking mi to try medicine for u? but bo bian lah... i need to put a stop to this infection b4 it totally eat up my whole hand... den at the same time today keep goin to toilet... dunno wat's wrong... didnt eat anything wrong or wat... but my stomach juz keep feeling so uneasy... haiz... wat's wrong wat's wrong...

juz now was having some chat with the almighty "paper knows" haha.... as usual... i gave her the daily dosage of suanning... and find out wat actually made her come back to yg... it's thru this conversation den i realise how blur she can be... 1 story got alot of sub line de... and it's all wrong somemore... until at last then she remember how come she will come back to our yg... -.-" basket... chat with her till 11plus... until she buay ta han den go slp liaoz... haha... it was nice chatting with u huh "paper knows" free muz come in more often to let mi further upgrade my power of suanning... haha... k lah... kinda nth to do le... and it's very late now... need to wake up later at 6.10a.m and now it's already 2.10a.m... onli have 4 hrs to slp... haiz... go sleep lor... -.-ZZZzzz...

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juz come back from my youth grp... feels gd to be back to my youth grp again... had abit of outdoor activity juz now... after tt had lunch at westmall... and saw 1 of youth grp member whom i super long nv see liaoz... since ppl so long nv come den i muz on my "suaning" power and blast at tt person... whose name is "paper knows" haha :P anyway tt person also wont come to my blog so it's ok to post tt great name i've given to tt person... hohoho... after tt come home to rest awhile as my leg still hurts... receive a sms from somebody... well... juz dunno y... recently sms always get into argument wan... then nvm... 1st time lor... for the very 1st time i got ppl doubting my ability in com fixing lor... i really believe i can fix the com lah...but everytime i fix it.... somehow the user of the com dunno how to maintain lah... use until got pop up lah... got adware lah... which is quite common nowadays... ppl who always use net will noe abt it... den nvm lah... everytime i can i try to fix... if really too jialat i'll format for them... for free somemore hor... but wat did i get? doubting in my ability... for them easy lah... juz a simple thankz... den go find some1 else to fix the com... but there's something they dunno... tt's is... i feel insulted... i can take anything... but i cannot take it when i'm insulted... but suan le... who wil realise how it feels? feel like scolding her juz now... really feel like scolding her.... but suan le... for wat? no point make ppl's day worse when ppl already so bu shuang mi liaoz.... wat i do juz seem to be so so wrong... haiz... juz feel so damn sux up now... wat a entry today... my last weekend is burnt juz like this... it's not gd to be angry when u r sick u noe? but suan le... juz like wat my encik once say to us... if ppl need ur help... they'll come looking for u wan... dun need to look for them... guess it's true huh... haiz... mood all gone into drain juz like this... haiz... anybody free later? jio mi go out lehz... haiz.... who also can lah.... be it guys or gals.... gay or lesbian... alien also can lah... juz jio mi go out... fellow mi to the place when i always go when i feel down.... haiz.... :'(

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back to sg le!!! haha.... it's really feels so gd to be back in sg... the air... the ppl... everything in sg feel SO much more better than in india... haha... touch down at changi yesterday at 8:15a.m when the plane is abt the land... those malay guys got so excited that they keep on cheering... haha... well... i can truly understand how it feels lah... everybody has been waiting for the day to go back home since we've reached india... as for mi... of cos i do feel happy lah... but at the same time... i'm actually down with fever... haiz... tink not used to the weather in sg liao lah... haha... as for today... still tinking wat should i do... hmmm... ppl who noe mi well enuff will noe tt i'm wont stay at home wan... somemore later today my whole family is goin out to attend wedding dinner lah... and i'm stuck at home all alone... i wont wan tt man... haiz... guess i gonna find somebody to go out with mi... or i'll go out alone liaoz... Sheesh~

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haiz... so long nv blog le.. this entry is a rather special wan... cos i'm blogging over here in india... INDIA man!!!! damn jialat country.... since the day i come here... have been nose bleeding till now.... haiz... training has all end liaoz.... my job is easy lah...send food onli mah.... as for wat has happen here... i wont say le... it's not very gd anyway... over here see alot of stuff... like wolves.... peacock... even leopard.... haha.... but as usual.. mosquitoes are juz tt so irritating... they juz keep bugging u by the ear.... and wont sting u.... haha... now everyone is bz packing their bags.... as for mi... i didnt start packing yet... tink will pack tml.... really cant wait to go back to sg man.... i miss everythign over there.... haha... juz noe tt my bro got a new hp thru msn... he happy like bird sia... juz a new phone mah.... hao lian for wat? haha... i noe he wan to share mp3 with mi lah... hopefully he got something nice in there for mi.... hehe... cos i always noe i got better song than he do.... hohoho..... :P k lah... shall blog until here... the next entry shall be done in sg... ^^ SG I'M COMING BACK!!! ^-^V

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