another weekend had passed...had been doin nth much in camp today... juz now chat with PL on the phone... somehow got inspired by her to go look for quotes... haha... orginally found a quote which i like alot... but due to the fact tt some1 in her list already use it... i've decided to stay up and look for another 1... tot now i got 1... it's still not as gd as the previous 1 i found... maybe wat she say is rite... when u've found the 1 u like... u'll feel tt the others are all not nice... haha... very true... somehow now i quite like quotes... but find too long... eyes also blur liaoz.. haha... and its also late le lah... need to slp soon...today while chatting with her while she was on the way to her grandma house... get to noe tt there's a erm.... i muz be civilise... let's call him Dicky (somebody who onli use his dickhead to tink) i dunno y lah... ppl like him... dun even take a look and see who he is... got a gal for urself liaoz... wan to look for "physical enjoyment" go find ur gal lah... dun come and find others juz becos ppl are more open or wat... it's such a shame to have ppl like u wasting oxygen in this world... somehow i juz dun tolerate such ppl... if ur small brother dick is itchy... and u cant control it... might as well cut it off lah... dun go arnd and ask gals for "physical enjoyment" for ppl like u... i look down on u... u bring shame to us human being... low life creature of this beautiful world... when she show mi the sms tt guy send.. i really feel so hot man.. not juz angry... my whole body temperature also rise... if 1 day... i ever lose my mind and start killing ppl... dun worry... such ppl will be my target... i gonna kill and slice up their brother dick... now come to tink abt it also feel angry... ARGH~! totally cannot be tolerate.... wat is the world becoming to... haiz... k lah..i admit lah... it's still mainly becos tt gal is some1 who is special to mi.. tt's y i'm so angry... better dun let mi see his dicky face... or else........ haiz.... hao lei... guess it's time to slp... it's already 3:15a.m and i'm still blogging... my headache is back again.. i juz cant control wat my head is tinking again... haiz... so far onli she noe wat headache i am refering to... and if onli she did see this post... haiz... gonna had a hard nite to slp le... ~>.<~
hmmm.... long time nv blog again.... getting lazy to blog liaoz... haha... nth much totok abt also... onli yesterday... morning went down to Nee Soon camp for my dental... my appointment is 10:30... i reach at 10:10.... register liaoz... they ask mi to wait... den kns.. wait till 11am the it's my turn to do the dental check up... if like tt dun make us arrange appointment lah... -.-" i waited for almost 1 hr... and the check up took less than 5 mins.. juz lie down.. let the dentist see see tok tok abit... den he say i can go back liaoz... wtf? den nvm... come back camp at 11:30... went for lunch den go for my body check up at my camp's medical centre... as usual... took the height and weight... eye sight test and urine test... but my urine test come out to be abit abnormal... the doc tell mi say there's like an abormal amount of protein in my urine... and i did the test again... still the same result... and he wan mi to go back on monday to do the test again.. not knowing wat could be wrong... i went to ask my fren whose a medic down there... he tell mi say if there's an abnormal amount of protein in my urine... most prob it's kidney problem... how could it be?? i dun eat things tt's too salty or wat... y am i having suspected case of kidney problem... haiz... this problem been ligering in my head till now... i juz hope this monday test will come out as normal... if really got kidney problem... i dunno wat do i have to do... and wat lies ahead of this problem.... haiz...
haiz.... all alone in the office again... listening to perfect 10... the music quite not bad... haha..... well well... quite a few days nv blog le... actually also dun have much to blog... feeling sick... haiz... recently juz keep on feeling like sleeping... guess i could really slp if there's nobody arnd... haha... yesterday after seeing doc... i really go where slp until where sia... on the chair... on the table... haha... during lunch time i open the bed in my office and continue slping... i also dunno y sia... i juz feel so slpy... maybe it's becos i'm sick ba.... sianz... really wonder how's today gonna be... most ppl isnt arnd... guess it'll be quite boring... haiz.... juz wake up onli... now feel like slping liaoz... ARGH~!
haiz.... wat a day... spend the whole day in office... got tons of extras to finish b4 i can ord in peace... today went out to meet PL... i muz say i'm really happy to see her... took 169 with her to yishun... she bought dinner for her sis... after tt i went up to her house... and onli today den i realise tt her sis always waited for mi to leave liao den eat her meal de... i also dunno y... partly i also noe she dun like mi... haiz... maybe i'm really tt unwelcome to her ba...but i muz admit... it's my fault to step into their house in the 1st place... upon knowing tt her sis will onli eat when i'm off... i left immediately... at tt point... really got the feeling like kanna chase out... haha... but i cant still stay there when i noe ppl havent had their meal and is waiting for mi to leave then eat mah... actually today also got no plan of goin anywhere de... but unexpected stuff do happens wat... at that moment i feel so lost... dunno where to go... nobody to look for.... so i went down to sun plaza... as usual... spend some money played my fav game... i lost my very 1st game... haiz... wat a bad start... but after tt i did win back... and tt's another 30+ stars for her... even p till today i'm still trying to get 3999 stars for her... it's not easy i muz say... and i'm really sux in tt game... if 1 day i really get 3999 stars le... will she still be there to see it? got the feeling i gonna lose her anytime... i noe tt it's true tt we've really drifted apart... but i'm still trying to get things back to where it belong... sorry for disappointing u so many times... even when i'm blogging now i can feel the pain inside... tt's so painful tt no words can describe how it feels... all i can onli say is... i'm sorry... sorry for all the pain i brought upon u... but pls believe mi... some things really nv change at all b4 and after i went india... :(