Sunday, July 23, 2006

haiz... back to blog again... today slept till 1:30p.m den wake up... haha... last nite went out for so called adventure tour again... it's kinda stupid i must say... 1st we went to OCH... Old Changi Hospital... on the way up 1 grp of malay joined us... went in to explore tt stupid hospital... as usual... i still see unclean things aro... the 1st wan was in the elevator... tt didnt scares mi much... but there was 1 tt almost freak the hell out of mi... we were walking down this corridor and juz onli at 1 spot.. got wind keep blowing.. somehow everybody onli look rite and left when they felt the wind... and mi... been the "suay" wan... i looked up.. and there it is.. staring rite down at mi... it was so damn scary... after tt... the grp decided to go and see the water tomb... but somehow along the way... i feel tt the tomb is so far away... and by tt time it was already 5+ in the morning le... si we decided to turn aro and head back home.... reach home at 6:21a.m knew my mum had wake up le... but she's in the washroom.. so i faster sneak back to my room and sleep... haha... has been having such kind of life... haiz... really got nth to do... juz feel abandon... somehow i noe... she wont find mi again... even if i sms her... she also wont reply mi... maybe now she really doesnt need mi anymore le ba... i got nth to say... i juz feel heart broken... SUX!

kazer performs the ritual on 3:14 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

hmmm... finally back to blog again.... getting more and more lazy to blog liaoz... haha... well... recently also nth much to blog ba... juz tt i'm geting rather unhappy working in sim lim now.... cos of too many backstabbers! haiz... suan le... shall not touch on something tt will make mi so unhappy early in the morning... ytd was quite a day for mi and my bro sia.. haha... juz the 2 of us... we went to marina to watch the show Re-cycle... it's quite a not bad show lah... kinda fantasy type.. but from the show i did learnt something... which i feel tt gals should really watch... it tok abt those aborted babies... at the end of the show it's quite a sad ending... but i feel tt it's worth the money... after the show we went to esplanade... from there we walk all the way down to boat quay... clarke quay den took bus to orchard cineleisure.... along the way my bro took quite abit of photos... 1 of them was the esplanade wan when he was abt to take i go li siao siao show my face in the pic... haha... den he kp mi alot juz for tt pic... =.=" haha...after tt at aro 11p.m reach home le... it's so unlike mi.. i dun usually go home so early on fri de... esp when i didnt work... haha... but later gonna go back work le... sianz... still down with flu... haiz... now on the lookout for another job as well... really feel tt i cant stay there anymore.... haiz... my life simply sux...

kazer performs the ritual on 9:07 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

well... too bored so here i come to blog again... suppose to go to work today... but was feeling too sick.. so i nv go... slept almost the whole day... now cant slp liaoz... den also nowhere to go... last nite spend the whole day at suntec... had abit of gaems with my frens... after tt at 11+ all of them went back... let mi alone... was walking down to esplanade... dunno y... of so many times i walk tt route.. tt is the 1st time i took so much attention to Pan pacific Hotel... juz like tt alot of things flash pass mi... thinking of all the times i used to had last time with my frens workign together.. it seems so sweet and yet so heart brokening... maybe tt's 1 of the reason y i like to hang aro cityhall area... i love the suntec... love the singapore river.. love the night scene of the sg 4 tallest building with their lights on... tinking back of the times when i work aro tt area... working at suntec... pan pac... esplanade... i have so much memories over there.. a place which i'll nv wan to 4get.. haiz... all these are the greatest memories i ever had in my life till now... every trip there who any1 i also wont 4get.. but i also noe... i cannot always live in memories... life still goes on.. i may still be lingering in the past.. but all the others wont... all of them had move on with their life... so muz i... i juz need to find some motivation ba... now then i realise y ppl say... it's easy to forgive... but hard to forget.... to mi... it juz take a second to forgive... but it takes forever to forget...

kazer performs the ritual on 5:47 PM