ok 1 mth plus nv blog liaoz... ppl are complaining... well... nth much to blog also.... haiz.... mood is rather down now... cos juz now was having sms chat with a fren... fren tt i've nv se b4... suddenly "she" bcame the topic.... a person who i tot i have totally let go... but i was wrong.... once she flash across my mind.... everything she do... every smile of hers.... juz hurts mi so much... juz like be stab by a knife.... again and again... it's horrible.... y cant i juz be heartless enuff to her? juz the way i do to other ppl... y am i so weak? haiz... it sux... when can i be relieve from all these pain? haiz... ok i noe i'm crazy now... hopfully when i wake up it'll all be fine again.... somthing tt's hidden dep within mi had juz been triggered. it hurts...

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