today is the 25th le.... onli 2 days had passed.... times seems to pass so slowly... image of her keep popping up in my mind... juz like wat Z had said... it's all the small small little things tt she do makes mi feel this way... it's all this small small little things make mi feel so attached to her... last morning got her call... she's still crying... she say her dad beat her till her legs bleed and got blue black... she say she cant walk... she's crying when she said tt... her dad wan to ban her form goin to sch for 1 mth... WAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hearing all these are bad enuff to upset mi... juz b4 we put down the phone.. the last 3 words she say to mi... almost break mi down to tears... it's so pain inside... so pain till no matter how i act... i still cant hide the saddness and pain within mi... this morning wake up... still... no call from her... keep looking at my phone... ppl tot i'm looking at time... i'm not... i'm hoping to see something else... a call... or even juz 1 sms also can... but....no... i receive none of it... i dunno how long can i carry on like this... i feel so damn shit.... and btw.... Z i'm sry to have cos u so much problem... these few days enjoy urself k? i wont go and disturb u... dun wan u to feel so bad over wat had happen to mi... i also kinda starting to lose the mood to crap or even tok... i also seldom tok at home now... haiz... "how are u doin now baby? are u ok?" haiz....

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