today is juz so WRONG!!!! haiz.... we were caught... i'm not allowed to see her, meet her nor contact her again... all this nvm.... but WHY HAVE TO BEAT HER?! not happy.... beat mi lah... she didnt do anything wrong ok?! damnit! nv feel so powerless b4... dunno wat i should do now... really muz thx zrystal and charlynnn for comforting mi today... thou i still feel like shit now... but who gonna give a damn fuck abt it?! cos i myself also dun care... my heart feels so pain... i really dunno wat can i do.... i wan to noe how is she doin now... did her father beat her until very bad? all this i wanted to noe so much... but i cant... i cant even get to hear her voice again... when she tok to mi on the phone with her crying voice... my whole heart sank... i dunno wat to say to her... juz ask her to study well for her O... dun even noe if she can come in here to take a look anot... if she really did i come in.. i juz wan to say.... "Baby..... I Love U!" :'(

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