juz back home.... suffering from severe headache... i feel hurt... shattered and broken.... y is this happening? watever she wan.. i try my best to give.. even thou i really dun wish to do it... but all for her... end up wat happen? take mi as a fool and cheat mi... flirt behind mi... and push the blame to my fren say he is the 1 who flirt her.... i really dun understand... y say u love mi when u already dun... am i really tt so stupid and nice to be cheat? once again i am cheated by gal... y i always get cheated and ditch by gal de?! WTF?! this is pushing mi to my limit... i really cant control myself anymore le... i really goin insane becos of all this man... this really is pushing to the wall liaoz... i dunno when i will explode myself~ this is driving mi nuts... dun tink i will meet anybody for the time being... i feel so chui already.... so goddamn ta ma de chui~! u made mi hate u.... i'm juz another guy to be flirt by u.... and yet i believe so much in u~ FUCK~!

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