LOL! im currently inside my office. out of nowhere suddenly got the feel that i wanna read back my post on my blog. yes looking at how things have changed from then to now. things i've rant and complain abt. i know this is a dead blog already anyway. but oh well.... at least i still have a place to kpkb on my own. looking back at my past. yes. i totally agreed how childish i was 10 years ago. how i complain abt my army life. funny shits that i did in the past. frens that i've lost during these time when i used to call them as bro. i have so much regrets in my life. i regret losing all my frens. regret all the shit i have done. and i know very well how impossible it is to bring everything back in place again. i dun ask for a 2nd chance. becos its kinda dumb rite? becos even if u ask for a 2nd chance. it will nv come. so y give urself more un-needed disappointment? but i sincerely learnt all my mistake and shits that i should not have even done. i have to start up all fresh again. with zero. its nv possible to met great frens and great times i used to have anymore. right now i have nth. but purely regrets all inside me. even thou i noe nobod will read this. but deep in my heart.... i hope u guys can forgive me. im sorry. =(

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